The Republic

Soulfighters

2011-12-22T03:32:00.001+07:00

I really miss JaeMin so much, it's been ages since the last time I saw them together. I was youtube-ing for their vids and then I found out about an international forum for soulfighters so, I joined immediately. All this time I've been so busy with YunJae until I almost forgot about another couple that I used to love so much (not to mention I used to be a rabid reader of Star Candy). It really hurts when I look back at those time when they were still together but the fact is they're not anymore now. You know, like seeing a son apart from his mother, a guy apart from his best friend, a boy apart from his beloved brother. I really teared up so bad watching their vids :"(((( I wish soon, they will all reunite.

(hella the last pic, aren't they friggin good-looking or what?! ARGH)

Now I'm calling out to everyone out there, especially JaeMin/ MinJae/ JoongShim fans for your support. Come join the SFI ^^

click click click the banner!!!

Oh, wait, this one also made me cry so bad. JJ's birthday message to Changmin (2008)

Hey Changmin! You should stop eating that thing and read what I'm writing. Ahh...you're gonna be one year older? For me, you're just like the very 1st day we met. I mean your innocence. But you've changed many things. I mean your muscles...yeah your muscles are the problem of DBSK. I'm sooo scared seeing you exercising everyday. One more thing you've changed...you're smart and brave. You're a good boy. A little sweet boy for us. If I were your MOM, I'd be very, very proud of you. Changminah....I know you're gonna cry when you read this. Oh Noooo !!!!!!!!!! You're not crying? But I'm crying you know. You can be more grown up all right. You're too tall so could you please give me your height on my b-day? And on your b-day I'll share you this beauty. You're thinking I'm writing too much right?That's it....that's why you're not growing up cuz you gotta be touched with you (??) ....I know I'm really writing too muchHappy b-day Changmin. I dont know what to bless you. I believe whatever you want, you can make it. I'll be next to you to support you

4 more days and we get to DBSK's 8th anniversary but in the mean time, I'll be an emoshinki, emojaemin, emo-everything-DBSK-related.

BYE!

cr: here

VOTE FOR MAMA 2011

2011-11-01T21:05:00.000+07:00

Mnet Asian Music Awards is coming real soon, people. The event will be held in Singapore on November 29, 2011. To my fellow Cassiopeia, we need to vote for TVXQ. They are nominated for 4 categories. CLICK HERE to vote. You can log in using your Facebook and Twitter account, and you can also sign up for an account at Mnet's website. You can vote ONCE PER DAY, WITH ONE ID. So, if you have 2 IDs, you can vote twice a day, and so on.

They deserves those awards but all those categories are currently owned by Super Junior. WE NEED TO VOTE. WE MUST VOTE.

And to my fellow Inspirits, INFINITE is nominated as well. Go for it! Don't let our boys down ;) VOTE EVERYDAY~~

GO~ GO~ GO
http://mama.mnet.com/en/vote.asp

My Top 5 Song List of INFINITE (인피니트)

2011-10-30T19:31:00.000+07:00

To tell you the truth, INFINITE is the only rookie group that really got me into them. I actually decided to just stay in one fandom, Cassiopeia. But then this group came into my life and I thought I can still become an Inspirit without leaving my other fandom. I'm sure I can be loyal to both, so I don't have to choose hahaha. All of their songs are good I'm not even lying. Now I want to tell you which INFINITE's songs that make me so addicted. What I mean by addicted is, I can put them on loop 53579405425times and not getting bored. I put them in my top 5 list.

Nothing's Over

What a cute song, cute choreography, cute music video and very artsy. But it's a different kind of cute, unlike TVXQ's-Balloons cute. This is really a pop song, started with piano and simple beat intro and then they add electric guitar in the middle of the song. It sounds very sweet. Plus, you have no idea how crazy I got when Jaejoong tweeted that he loves this song. 대 to the 박!

Shot

This song is included in their INSPIRIT single, along with Nothing's Over and Can U Smile (remake version). There are some people who still have no clue about this song, because INFINITE did not promote it on music shows. They only use a small part of this song as Nothing's Over intro. That's so unfortunate, because I love this song a lot, I'd love to see them perform the whole song live. This song is full of spirit, and is making me so excited every time I listen to it.

Tic Toc

Yes, I rant about it a lot to my friends, to my mom. LOL. I love songs that have a mixture of drums, guitar, and violins. Sounds like orchestra-ish pop song. This song has a dark feeling especially when it gets to 2:25, the music goes down for a while, the clock-ticking sounds and then Dongwoo started rapping. I also love the chorus, yes that's when Sunggyu started singing "Dashi hanbon deo malhaebwa~". Argh, the point is, this is addictive.

Paradise

INFINITE's producers must've been influenced by 80's songs a lot. Some songs like Be Mine, Hysterie, which has Michael Jackson's vibe, and now this, just a little 80's though, not so much. Paradise is really beyond my expectation. When they released the teaser, I already know that it will be good. But I didn't know that it will be THIS good. I fell for their falsetto through out the chorus. Oh, I think this song is somehow similar to BTD!

The music video has no dance scene, so I thought this is not a dance-able song (dance-able? is that even a word?). But when they performed it on stage, the oh-so-amazing-thrusting dance came into vision, I was like asdfghjkliwpwgqjs o_O *fangirl squeal*

And now, the moment we've all been waiting for.... the number one spot goes to....

BTD (Before the Dawn)

YEAAAAYYYY CONGRATULATIONS!

I bet this is pretty predictable. Why do I like this song? Because I listen to INFINITE's heartbeat one by one. LOL.

This is a great song, the drum beat, the guitar, the trumpet and of course the boys' gorgeous voices... A little confession here, this is not the first INFINITE song that I listened to but when I first heard this song, that's when I decided I'm gonna be an Inspirit forever an ever. I didn't really pay attention to rookie groups back then, as I was busy with the whole TVXQ's comeback in January.

I was sitting in my living room, watching the last minutes of Music Bank just to see Yunho and Changmin, others didn't matter. But then as I was waiting for their turn, Infinite performed this, I could barely recognize them that time. I mean the transition from She's Back era to BTD era is not that long, yet their appearance gotten much better and mature and different. And to be honest, I thought they were collaborating with female singer, and then I found out it was Sungjong with the "Why? Why?" thing. LMAO please excuse my stupidity.

And, uhm I would like to clarify that Infinite does not own or create the ~~scorpino~~ "scorpion dance". It's really annoying when I see people commenting on Youtube "wow they dance to Infinite's scorpion dance, etc". Many people, dancers and even Korean boybands have used this dance move earlier than them. They just create the name.

But wait, I just have to put this video, can't stand the awesome-sync-ness!

You must be questioning why I didn't put Be Mine, the song that made INFINITE achieve number one spot in music charts for the first time, in my top 5 list. Who doesn't love Be Mine, right? Believe me, it's hard to battle out Nothing's Over and Be Mine, but Nothing's Over slightly wins the spot. The list only shows 5 songs that are most "addictive", it doesn't mean I dislike the rest. Their debut album First Invasion contains good songs, such as She's Back, Wings and Comeback Again, which is so catchy and funky, even if you listen to it just once, the chorus "dorawa~ dorawa~" thing will stuck in your head forever.

And then their BTD album, the most solid one among their other albums, I love all 6 songs inside it, yes including the intro. And then I was having a hard time picking songs from Over The Top album, I have to leave out some of my favorite songs like Amazing, Cover Girl, 3분의1, and Time. But, trust me, when I say their songs are good, I really mean it. Even non-Kpop fans should listen to it! ㅋㅋㅋ

What about you guys? Is there any INFINITE's song that you're addicted to? ^^

Oh, here's a bonus vid for you! XD

What Time Is It?

2011-02-06T18:28:00.000+07:00

It's #UKnowTime!! wooo \o/

Happy 26th birthday to the one and only Jung Yunho, the sexiest, coolest yet the hottest guy ever exists, a great man and leader, the person who inspires me a lot and the one that I will always look up to. I wish you all the best things for your life. Despite all the hard situation that's been going on, I just wanna say that I'll support you no matter what and I thank you for everything. So, please stay healthy and always be happy~ ^^

Saranghae, Yunho-ya~

#JaejoongDay

2011-01-26T16:25:00.001+07:00

Happy 26th birthday my dearest, Kim Jaejoong ^^

Wishing all the best for your life. And... thank you for everything :)

Saranghae~

왜 (Keep Your Head Down)

2011-01-03T23:06:00.000+07:00

It's out. Exactly at midnight time in Korea. I'm posting it everywhere. I can't chill. I'm overwhelmed. It drives me insane. I did cry. I'm not even lying. And you don't even know what it feels like. It's beyond awesome. They're back. I'm dead. Whatever. Bye.

#7yearsforTVXQ

2010-12-26T17:51:00.000+07:00

This is what I made for celebrating TVXQ's 7th anniversary. I was about to make a cake but I have no time. So, I just spent all of my effort (and my mom's money) *LOL* to make a poster, decorate some puff cakes and cup cake.

These are the cupcakes I arranged to make "TVXQ" word.

And this is after I added some candles. 7 candles to be specific.

This is the star cupcake with a star candle. why star? because TVXQ are the stars that shine bright in the heart of Cassiopeia. *LOL cheesy*

This is the poster I made. I choose a picture from the old times, and that makes me realize how much they've grown and there are so many great memories we (TVXQ & Cassiopeia) made in 7 years. I miss them so much. We all do, don't we? :')

Guess what, I happened to be wearing a red shirt today. The color of the greatest and the most beautiful Red Ocean of Cassiopeia :D Well, it's not much but I'm having fun doing all this because I love this fandom hehehehe ^^ Let's wish a better future for them and for us.

#XiahDay

2010-12-14T22:04:00.000+07:00

OH MY GOD SUN~ IT'S JUNSU'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!

He's turning 25 and he's still cute all the way >_< Some of you maybe confused, he's actually and "internationally" supposed to be 24 but Korean age system is indeed confusing, you can Google it if you want.

I'm so excited and I just feel like congratulating him over and over. And FYI, don't forget that he has a twin brother, Junho. So, today he's having a birthday as well #ZunoDay ^^

I really wanted to give him some gifts but I don't know where to send them, unfortunately. So, I think I'm just gonna send my prayers, wishes, support and love for him. By the way, I made something special for him. Well, it's not much but I made it myself, with all my heart hehehehe~

this one below, is the birthday letter ^^

I didn't just wrote the letters, I made all of them from card boards and metallic paper. And guess what, this could be a good decoration to hang on my door, cupboard or bedroom wall.

Next, I'm planning to have a real birthday cake for TVXQ's 7th anniversary, since I only did THIS last year nyeahahah :D

Once again, I'm wishing you guys a very happy birthday, Junsu & Junho. And special for Junsu, good luck on your musical, I'm already in love with it even though it's just the teaser revealed. I wish I can go and watch it live :'( But, I know, you're gonna be amazing~ God bless you both ^^

note: Junsu and Junho are going to have a birthday "again" on January 1st. Because it's their "registered birthday" and today is the "real" one. Confused? *EUKYANGKYANG*

MBC Star Audition 2010 (Part 1)

2010-11-16T17:40:00.001+07:00

Hi, guys. I wanna tell you that me and my friend, Ririz are participating in MBC Star Audition 2010. The 1st song we submitted is TVXQ's Hug. There will be more videos in near time, that's why I wrote "part 1" on the title. So, subscribe to my channel here to get updates and don't forget to vote for us. If you don't have Youtube account, I suggest you to sign up. Spread this video to everyone and watch this video as much as you can to increase the view rate :)

Voting starts from November 28th - December 3rd 2010.

Thank you for your support. Annyeong :)

click HERE to watch it on Youtube.

But Then I Realize

2010-10-27T18:12:00.000+07:00

Your smile and happiness are the most important thing for me, as you are someone I care and love the most.

I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling right now. I'm crying again... I suddenly imagined if Jaejoong was on Jonghyun's position. He must be happy finding someone he truly loves and be together with this someone. Someday, I know he will be.

I told you I'd rather seeing him being a gay because that way I know I'll never get the chance. But that means I'm selfish. My thoughts is like fighting a great battle against my feelings inside.

Loving you is hurting me, because it's one sided. Loving you is wrong, because when I think of you I don't feel right. But I keep falling for you, everytime, everyday. Even when I don't want to think of you, my heart is seeking for you.

I don't know if I can forgive him for making my heart breaks, I don't even think I can live with it. But then I realize, I just want to see him happy although it means I have to sacrifice my own feelings. I never met him but I know, this is not the kind of love from a fan. It's a feeling of a girl who's falling in love with a boy, and you probably will never ever understand :(

Jae, are you happy right now? This life you're living, are you happy with it? I'm glad if you are :')

I Don't Wanna Know

2010-10-27T15:23:00.000+07:00

It feels like I just wanna skip this day, I don't wanna know about the fact that KIM JONGHYUN is having a relationship with SHIN SAE KYUNG! BEEN DATING FOR A MONTH!

I'm not one of the Blingers. But I just can't seem to accept all this. This is sad, sad and sad all the way. I began to worry and afraid that the others have probably dating someone else too. We just don't know about it yet.

THE LINK --> http://www.allkpop.com/2010/10/shin-se-kyung-shinees-jonghyun-confirmed-to-be-dating

Seeing their romantic picture like that, HURTS.

My friend, who takes Jjong as the love of her life, was screwed up. I was screwed up. I lost my mood to do everything especially homeworks and assignments. But Jonghyun had given me inspiration to write a little poem today:

why am I so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?
some say "nothing is impossible". I want to believe that but inside my heart, I began to questioned, are those just words or is it actually something that I could live up to?
because I just don't see any possibility for us. that's why it feels bitter.
I would spend my lifetime asking "why not me?"
You're the one I want and I wanna be the one for you.
But why can't I?

That poem is meant for Jaejoong, Changmin, Yunho, Junsu, Taemin, Onew, and Key. The ones that I really care about the most, above my other crushes.

WHAT?! You tell me to let it be? Because I wouldn't even have the chance to be with those idols I like anyway? Well, SCREW YOU AND YOUR OPINION. I'm a crazy obsessed fangirl. I'm destined to be obsessive all the way and be jealous forever.

Human Retard

2010-10-27T14:54:00.000+07:00

It's been a very bad time for all of us in Indonesia. All of these disasters came at once. The Tsunami in Mentawai, volcano Eruption of Merapi, Banjir Bandang in Wasior, and recent rainstorm in Jakarta which caused the flood everywhere...

You know, I've been hanging with twitter a lot. I can see how people from all over the world react to this natural disasters. Most of them tweet about #prayforIndonesia. And I start to wonder, do you really pray for Indonesia? or is it just something you tweeted just so that people know that you care about what's going on?

Some even say this is some kind of God's warning, that's why we have to start praying. Seriously guys, you start praying just now? When these sudden disasters occur? You only pray for Indonesia when something bad happened to it?

If you say this is God's warning, I think He already did that from long ago. He warned you, you're not even listening. Logically, this is a NATURAL DISASTER. Nature. Merapi erupted. Isn't it natural for a volcano to erupt periodically? But even if people had been warned about the possibility of eruption they were still, somehow being neglectful. They've been told to move somewhere safer or at least stay away from that mount of fire but they keep coming back. People choose to believe in this old gatekeeper's premonition saying that Merapi won't erupt. Well, duh, it did.

I pity them though. My deepest condolences goes to all who lost their family.

So, it's not that I'm telling you not to pray or praying now won't change anything, but if you really care that much, do something. Don't just tweet #prayforIndonesia but DO pray for Indonesia. Pray for the victims and their families. Don't only pray now, but pray forever. Pray for the future. Be sensitive about your surroundings. Flood that happened in Jakarta is not nature's fault. It's YOUR FAULT. Those trashes weren't meant to be on the streets, but you keep throwing them away like that. That's why it's flooding, because of YOU. This city is damn fucking dirty because of you! Be mindful of your bad habits.

At least, I hope you and everybody will learn something from this.

재중, 준수, 유천

2010-10-22T16:14:00.000+07:00

So, each of them have their official twitter account now.

Well, in case that you are asking if I'm happy about this... no, I'm not.

Things that I'm afraid of, coming true. I wish I could told them to go back to Cyworld instead.

You wonder why? Keep wondering forever, because I won't tell you here.

Please do follow @mjjeje, @0101xiahtic, @6002theMicky

My world is shattered to pieces. Bye!

KIFF 2010

2010-10-20T14:58:00.000+07:00

Korean-Indonesian Friendship Festival, or so it's called. People might know it as Indonesia-Korea Week, held from October 11-16 in Jakarta. It contains various programs such as music concert, food festival, Taekwondo match and many more. Now, I wanna tell you about the day my friends and I went to see that music concert. Why is it so important for me? Well, it's because SHINee, one of my favorite Korean boybands were there as performing artist. It is indeed the very first concert I ever attend for the 18 years of my life *LOL*

So, it all began on last Tuesday, about 2 at noon. Me and my friend, Ririz, were preparing all of the stuffs at Fadjri's place. Actually, it was all so sudden. We were making posters for the concert as fast as we can on the exact same day as the concert. We couldn't make it earlier because I went to Cibodas for two days and just got back on Monday. So yeah, everything is a bit hectic that day and not to mention we messed up Fadjri's room a lot hahaha. We also bought some gifts for the boys; five Barong shirts from Bali, few chocolates and sweets, we also wrote a letter for them.

*our gifts and the poster "I ♥ 샤이니" and "샤이니 화이팅!" :)*

Another friend of mine, Ria, came aroud 4 to pick us up by taxi. Fortunately, those posters are done by then, so we're ready to go. We reached the venue at 4.30 and a huge number of fans are already waiting outside Tennis Indoor, the ones who have tickets and the ones who don't. They were yelling and screaming SHINee's name (like the boys can hear you from the inside. but they can't. duh!). The queue was very uncontrolled, so we decided to step aside from the crowds for a moment. You know, I never like being pushed around all the way. Indonesian people should really learn about dicipline. Well, in the end, we got through with a lot of efforts.

*on the way to Senayan*

Soon after we got our tickets checked, we were given a lightstick and a note by the staff, one for each. I got the red one, by the way. We entered the hall at 5.30 and we got our seats. Not in a very good position though. We were sitting almost in the last row, but we can still see the stage clearly. My friends and I got the invitation tickets, so we didn't have to sit on the upper floor/ tribune. It was still one more hour til the event starts. There was a big screen on the stage and they started to play some KPop music videos such as Rain, BoA, Wonder Girls, TVXQ, Super Junior, 2NE1, Girl's Generation, SS501 and of course SHINee.

*L-R: Ririz, Ria, Me*

Though it were just MVs, the fans screamed so loud and then sing along together. And when Lucifer video was played, the whole stadium started shouting the fanchants "LEE JINKI! KIM JONGHYUN! CHOI MINHO! KIM KIBUM! LEE TAEMIN! SHINEE! LUCIFER" thingy. It was so fun, feeling the euphoria. The Korean embassy should realize that Kpop hallyu has really got Indonesia and that they have so many fans in here. Korean artist should come here more often!

Anyway, it all continued for an hour until 6.30, the show was started. The first performance was a group of Koreans playing their traditional instruments and after that, one of them sang Bengawan Solo. And then the MCs showed up, it's Nadia Mulya and Adrien Lee! Yes, that Adrien guy is from Showbiz Extra and he's really cute in real life! The next were a performance of Bali and Saman dance. If you guys noticed, these kids appeared once on SBS' Star King. After that, there was a Korean choir performing in Hanbok. Yes, they were kids too. Next, Gita Gutawa and Naomi performed. Still, we're waiting when will SHINee get up on stage. But you know, they really "save the best for last". Son Ho Yong, Gu Jun Yup perform after the girls. Their songs are catchy as well.

Oh, I forgot to mentioned, Ririz and her sister, Ninis, got a Staff ID. So, we were taking turns wearing that ID tag and walking across the stadium. So, we got to the backstage and WE SAW SHINEE! Though it was not directly but we saw them inside the dressing room. We were only one or two meters away from each other separated by a glass window. But at that time, I didn't see Key because there was a door barricading my view (well, damn!). So, I only saw Onew, Taemin, Jjong and a half of Minho *LOL*. They are very handsome and their skin is really white, shining from top to bottom, especially Taemin with his blonde wavy hair. Ririz managed to took a picture of him. He looks like Barbie with shortened hair! aaaahhh Taemin-ah~

But then all the fun we had is over, a security guard showed up in front of us, saying that we aren't allowed to take pics and we argued with him for a moment. He was asking about our staff ID -,- Then I walked back to my seat, which happen to be the greatest mistake I ever made. I should've stay at the side of the stage with Ririz but I was worried because I didn't own that staff ID.

The current performer was the Dance Company. Everybody got up from their seats and started to stand up ON their seats even some people walked towards the stage so that they can get a closer look. After they sang two songs, then here it came, the last to perform, SHINee. Fans became more uncontrolled and they screamed even wilder. Everyone was like leaving their seats and moved their feet to the front. Unfortunately, I was in the back so I can merely saw them. Idk if it's just me or the stadium really turned hotter that time *LOL*. I was so excited, blood rushing out inside my body, I screamed and waved my lightstick to the air. This is what we're waiting for! They sang Ring Ding Dong first and then they were asked to introduce themselves. When the MC asked about Indonesian fans, Onew shouted "I love you" and then we were like "AAAAAAAAAA!!" (-__-) A little chit chat up there, and next they performed Lucifer. I was singing along as loud as I can until I feel my throat broke. It was fun though! Then they sang Hello as the last song, the end of the show. When they finished singing, balloons and confetti were falling down and then they leave the stage after saying thank yous.

At the moment it ended, I started crying (what a shame!). I was upset I can only saw them from a far and not to mention, so little (can only saw them from their head to chest), I felt like it was too short, I wanted SHINee to perform more, I was hoping the show never ends. SHINee flew back to Korea at the same day at 10 pm. I wanted to stalk them to the airport but I was afraid to go alone. So then I went back home. But when I checked twitter, everybody on the timeline was like talking about incident or something. Did something happen to the boys? I didn't know. I keep feeling uneasy and I cried again inside my room while calling my mom and tell her about everything. The next day I found out that Jjong's ankle was injured that he can barely walk. The manager had to carry him on the back. They also said Onew's hair was pulled over by fans. People were trying to get near them when they walked out of the building and I think they accidentally hurt the boys.

I read on some fanaccounts, they who witness all the incident also said that Taemin looked so afraid seeing the crowds go wild like that. I blame both guards and fans for this. The staffs seemed to be unprepared, low-quality guards, they didn't know how crazy the fans could be. Too crazy, to be honest.

I can't believe it's already a week ago, eight days have passed to be more specific. I really miss that moment. If I could turn back time, I would totally slap those crazy pathetic fangirls who dare to hurt the boys! I feel sorry and I apologize that Indonesia have given a very bad impression, causing ruckus and troubles.

About the gifts, well, Ririz said that she succeeded hand it over to the manager. I hope they will like our presents ^^ I hope in near time, there will be more boybands holding a concert in Indonesia. I heard rumors that JYJ and U-Kiss will be coming here. Hope it's not just a hoax.

Well, that's it about my story. 안녕!

Note: Those photos are taken by Ririz and Ria, don't take it without credits!

#2Stages1TVXQ

2010-08-21T16:04:00.000+07:00

Both SMTOWN and A-Nation start today, people. Even if I had money, I don't think I'll go to either one of the concerts because I really can't choose. 2 stages - 1 TVXQ is hard for me. Yunho, Changmin and SHINee are my favorites of the SMTOWN but there's the so called JYJ at the A-Nation, whom I love and hate at the same time (personal reason). It would be a lot easier if they're on the same stage together. pffff!! Call me selfish but seriously guys, I can't stand TVXQ being separated.

I fell like cheering both of their stage performances while crying.

I'll show you some pics then...

These are from the A-Nation rehearsal yesterday. JYJ and their orange goodies.

And this is A-Nation stage, today in Osaka

While, this is the SMTOWN.

see what's between BoA and SJ's banner?

yes, that's TVXQ's! Cassiopeia~

This is the press confrence thay had a while ago

Changmin looks so fine! Taeyeon, move away or I'll kill you in a blink of an eye!

Credits & Thanks to SYCteam and DBSKnights for the live report updates.

Who's Next?

2010-07-16T17:38:00.000+07:00

Good to see you, mates. It's been a while. Well, I'm back again with non other than, yes, K-Pop thingy. My apology to those K-Pop haters, but I think I'm still gonna stuck with this hallyu wave for a long time.

So, the first reason why I entitled this post "Who's Next?" is because I have found another boyband crushes.(I ain't talking about 4Minute's song). After I got crazy with the Beast and MBLAQ boys, I'm drowning myself into the ZE:A's. I've listened to their songs and watched their MVs from long ago, but I didn't have time to look at them one on one. I mean, they're nine, people, nine. It was pretty difficult for me to memorize the Super Junior's and now I have to do it again on ZE:A. And you know, sometimes, those Korean guys just have the same faces, that's what makes you can't distinguish them easily.

Well, now I already know. After I watched their Mirotic-look-a-like MV aka Mazeltov for the 78986364th time, I am mesmerized by two members named Siwan and Kwanghee. And after I searched them on the web, I just found out that they're a BFF couple, SiKwang. DO YOU KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM? I love bromance, I always do. (But nothing can beat YunJae's intimate relationship, of course). Those boys are just stuck in my head and I don't think I can get rid of 'em that fast. These things are going to last.

This is ZE:A

Siwan & Kwanghee are at the bottom right

More SiKwang

dorky Siwan, what a hairstyle!

I need more and more SiKwang!!

Yeay K-Pop couple!!

Meanwhile, I also found a little shocking article that is related to TVXQ. Not once, but few times actually. As you know, Dae Guk Nam Ah (DGNA), is said to be the next TVXQ. People were mad about it, saying that they don't want another TVXQ. Now, here comes ZE:A, they said "we knew we could reach DBSK level". That sounds a little too confident, am I right? Well, read the whole post before you stab me.

I'm not bashing those two rookies. DGNA recognize TVXQ as their senior. Especially for Karam, Yunho is his role model. He even mentioned Jung Yunho in their mini album "thank you" section. They are setting TVXQ as their standard. They would want to be like TVXQ someday. And about ZE:A, here's what they said "When we debuted we knew we could reach DBSK level. (laugh) All rookies think that we guess but in reality WE CAN'T DO IT THIS EASILY". Understand now, people? They are not trying to be the next TVXQ. They just think about TVXQ's success and they are hoping to be succesful like that too. So, screw those articles that are trying to bash DGNA and ZE:A. I love TVXQ and I like DGNA as well as ZE:A. All I can say to them is good luck. If you want to be succesful as TVXQ, you know you should work hard. My best wishes goes to you guys :)

See ya!

note:

Hey Cassies, aren't you proud of our boys? I do. Very much. hahah :p

Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time

2010-05-30T19:46:00.000+07:00

I watched Prince of Persia yesterday, and in my opinion, Disney has made another great movie to die for. LOL Seriously, I mean it. It has great special-effects, great characters, great storyline and great music too :)

Many of you must've played the game before, so you may already have imagined how the movie will be. For those who haven't watched the movie yet, here's a little spoiler for you :p

Prince Dastan, the one that melts me ahhh >.<

Long time ago, there was a kingdom named Persia, ruled by its king, Sharaman and his brother, Nizam (Nizam here, is more like a council, not a king). Sharaman already had two sons of his own, but then he adopted a poor orphan named Dastan, because he sees the great courage inside this boy. A few years later, Dastan's oldest brother, Tus, planned to attack one holy land called Alamut, along with his second-oldest brother, Garsiv and himself, because it was said that Alamut had created a secret weapon for Persian's enemy. But the result is, no such weapon has been found. On the other hand, Dastan managed to take a dagger from one of the Alamut's army he killed, and it's not just an ordinary dagger. But at that time, Dastan haven't found out what the dagger can do. After the attack of the city, Tamina, the princess of Alamut was forced to marry Tus to keep the relation of both kingdoms. Tamina once refused to do it, but then she changed her mind because she had a plan to take back the dagger that has been "stolen". Later on, the dagger's power will be revealed. It can turn back the time, if the sands given by the gods were putted into it.

Before I spoil too much, I think I should stop and you should go watch!

Now, the cast of the movie are mostly well-known actors such as Jake Gyllenhaal, Ben Kingsley, and Alfred Molina. I've known Jake since he played in The Day After Tomorrow, Brokeback Mountain, etc and I recognized Ben Kingsley because I've watched Shutter Island not a long time ago. Actually he already played in many films but I haven't watched them. While Alfred Molina is the one who played as Dr. Octopus in Spiderman 2, remember? As for the character of Princess Tamina, the very pretty one *sigh*, you may remember that she played in Clash of The Titans too. Her name is Gemma Arterton, and she's very pretty (LOL, I've mentioned this twice).

Princess Tamina, my long-lost twin :)

Personally, I didn't really like Jake Gyllenhaal, he's not my type. *get bricked by Jake's fans*. But wait a minute. After I watched Prince of Persia, actually, during the movie, I've been thinking that *cough* Jake is *cough* handsome. hiyaaaahhh :p I like his character, Dastan, he's kind, he's brave, he's quick, he's clever, he's *cough again* cool and his only weakness is recklessness.

The score of the movie composed by *tada* Harry Gregson-Williams *throwing confetti*. He's one of my favorite composer since he worked for The Chronicles of Narnia. No wonder, the music is familiar and likeable (what is likeable? LOL, I'm creating my own vocabulary) to my ears the first time I hear it. My most favorite scores are "The Prince of Persia", "Raid on Alamut", "Journey to the Dessert" and "Hassanssins Attack". Because this is Persia, so the music sounded like middle-east and I like it very much :)

Alanis Morissette also sang "I Remain" for the soundtrack.(those artists remind me a lot of Narnia hahaha)

This movie is directed by Mike Newell, yes, the same person that directed Harry Potter and the Order of The Phoenix. And the producer is the same man that brought you Pirates of the Carribean, Jerry Bruckheimer. Sounds good, huh?

Well, that's a short review from me. I hope you enjoyed reading it. If you haven't see the movie, go watch it. If you have, go comment on my blog. Peace out :)

note:

do you know, when I was nearly finished typing this post, sudden blackout occurred in my house, all electronic stuffs, including this PC, were off. It caused me stressed and freaked out, I was about to blow. Thank goodness, my blog is on auto-save mode. *fiuuhh*

I♥TVXQ

2010-04-26T21:08:00.002+07:00

Here's what happening now on twitter. Let me show you.

So, I just woke up from my sleep approximately 45 minutes ago and then I checked on twitter. I found that on the TT list. I was like WOW! This is so K-Pop invasion. I don't know who started it but people began to tweet about every idol group they like. Since I'm a huge TVXQ fan (lover), of course you know what I did after I see that. Yes, I spam my timeline with the I♥TVXQ thing.

At first, I also tweet for other boybands too, the ones that I like, such as Beast, SHINee, and Super Junior. So bad MBLAQ and 2PM weren't there, it'll be so epic if they were. I'm not a big fan of U-Kiss and SS501 but I do listen to their songs, which is some of them are addictive (I'm talking about Deja Vu).

But then after few minutes, I♥TVXQ dropped down into 5th place, I don't know how could that happen. I was hoping that they could be on the number one spot. Well, don't be offended ELFs, since I'm a Cassiopeia it's nothing wrong for wanting my favorite group to fill the top spot. I bet you'd do the same for Super Junior (and you actually nailed it, I see) But come on man, these are "gods" we're talking! Ya know, Tong Vfang Xin Qi/ Dong Bang Shin Ki/ Tohoshinki means Gods of The East. After several minutes, showed up another group in there, SNSD, which is I don't really like or practically say "don't like". But screw, it doesn't matter. blahhh~

I just hope that Cassies and Bigeast could've shown more back then. It's not really a big deal in putting such a great effort just to make it number one on twitter but we are called "the bigest K-Pop fandom ever", we're on a MASSIVE number here. So, why the heck we lose to the others? Most of Cassies and Bigeast don't have twitter account? Well, come on then. make one for you. It's such a disappointment to see our stars falling down. They're STAR, should be on the top not on the bottom or everywhere else. Top!

It's time for the world to know K-Pop. It's time for them to know TVXQ!

Suzuran, the Heavenly Hell

2010-04-24T21:27:00.000+07:00

Not really sure how to describe that school in a good sentence but I think "heavenly hell" would fit well. What I'm talking about is a school from Crows Zero, a Japanese manga-adaptation movie. It's kinda old and maybe I wouldn't have watched it until now if my friends didn't talk about it. I was curious about it, so I decided to browse the videos on Youtube and yes, I found it, with English subs babyyy!

It has 2 more sequels but I've only watched the first one but I'm gonna ask my friend to lend me the second movie... aaaahhhh can't wait~~ It's a movie about students in Suzuran Boys High School, well you can't really tell it's a "school" or call them "students", because they don't really study, practically, what they do is fighting. It's about ruling and taking over the school, gaining power, followers, and they do it with fists.

The lead character, Takiya Genji, played by Oguri Shun. He was transferred to Suzuran High, because he wants to prove his Yakuza father that he can do better than him or in other word, "defeat", so that means he has to be the top at Suzuran High. He has to take down Serizawa Tamao, the most-feared guy in that school.

You have to watch the movie yourself but don't ask your little brothers or sisters because it's full of violence. It'll be a bad influence for them. Since I'm 18 already, this is legal, haha!

Suzuran maybe a creepy school, but the students are just amazingly gorgeous, good-looking ones. Takiya Genji, Tatsukawa Tokio, aannnddd I have a very big crush on the character Kirishima Hiromi, a freshman at Suzuran, one of the Ebizuka Trio. 2 of his friends are looking extremely ridiculous but their fighting skills are goooood. Unfortunately, he's not one of the lead role of the movie. He's neither in GPS (Genji's) or Serizawa's faction. The role played by Shunsuke Daito, who's surprisingly played in Nobuta wo Produce, along with my other crush, Nakajima Yuto. I have to see that movie too!

The Ebizuka trio. Kirishima is the middle one.

and these are taken from magazines.

Isn't he cute or what?!

After I watched the movie, I saw the preview of Crows Zero on Youtube. This time, it looks like they're on a fight with another school. In that 1:30 minute video, I saw another handsome boy. His name is Bitou Tatsuya, played by Miura Haruma. Though he's not from Suzuran, but still... I said I haven't watch the sequel yet, but I'm looking forward to.

Bitou Tatsuya. kewl!

and this one below, I think it's from his other movie Bloody Monday

GORGEOUS!!

I realize that most of my blog-post are all about boys muahahahaha. Such a guilty pleasure to me. Now, I can't concentrate in learning any subjects for mid-term test. My head is already filled with those guys above.

aaaaa~~ I'm going crazy @_@

What a Day!

2010-04-05T19:12:00.000+07:00

Ini jarang sekali terjadi, gue menulis blog-post dalam Bahasa Indonesia. Sebenernya gue ga suka tapi dikarenakan hari ini adalah hari yang aluuuussss banget, jadi gue merasa lebih mudah dan lebih asik marah-marah dan memaki-maki pake bahasa Indonesia.

Sekarang, mari kita mulai mengupas asal mula penyebab kekesalan gue. Bermula dari hari Sabtu, 2 hari yang lalu, dimana gue mendapatkan informasi bahwa CD Tohoshinki yang Best Selection 2010 udah officially released di Indonesia. Siapa Tohoshinki? Yah kayaknya kalo lo sering baca blog gue pasti udah pada tau lah ya, itu boyband kesukaan gue. Yang sering disebut-sebut TVXQ (Tong Vfang Xien Qi), DBSK (Dong Bang Shin Ki), THSK (Tohoshinki). Itu sama aja semuanya, namanya doang macem-macem, tapi boybandnya ya cuma satu itu.

Gue tau lo pasti mulai mikir “yaelah, dia mau cerita-cerita tentang boyband Asia-Asiaan lagi”. Eits, tunggu, bukan itu inti ceritanya, masih panjaaang. Makanya baca aja ampe abis! Nah, lanjut. Hari Minggu-nya gue coba telpon ke toko musik langganan gue, namanya WOM, di Taman Anggrek tuh.

“Mba, CD-nya Tohoshinki yang baru udah ada belom ya?”

“yang Best Selection?”

“IYA!”

“ada kok.”

(sennneeennnggggnyaaaaa bukan main) “quantity-nya berapa?”

“cuma ada satu”

“yang versi apa?”

“yang CD+DVD”

(waahh, asiiik!) “harganya berapa mba?”

“120ribu”

(haaaa, muraahhh!!!) “saya boleh booking ga mba?”

“mau diambilnya kapan?”

“besok kali. secepatnya lah pokoknya”

“oh ga bisa. Kalo mau booking harus hari ini juga ngambilnya”

-_________- “yah, emang udah ada orang lain yang mesen?”

“sejauh ini sih belum ada”

“yaudah deh, besok saya kesitu aja langsung”

“iya”

-end of conversation

Jadi perlu gue jelasin lagi kah? CD-nya ada 3 versi; versi A, B, C. Yang disebut sama mba-nya di atas itu, versi B. Kenapa gue mau yang itu? Karena yang versi A kemahalan, harganya 250ribu. Terus yang versi C cuma satu CD doang dan ga ada bonusnya. Jadi gue pilih yang ditengah-tengah.

Gue sudah mempersiapkan duit, hasil gue menabung, memang gue simpen buat beli-beli CD dan DVD. Gue sangat excited, tidak sabar menyongsong hari esok (najis). Yaudah pulang kuliah besokannya, gue langsung cabut ke Taman Anggrek ditemenin nyokap gue. Pas gue ke WOM., gue cari satu per satu di rak-rak, sampe picek, eh itu CD ga ada.

Akhirnya gue tanya aja sama mba-nya “Mba, CD Tohoshinki yang Best Selection ada ga? Kemaren saya telpon katanya ada...”. Tanpa rasa berdosa mban-ya bilang “udah abis....” UDAH ABIS! Gue udah capek-capek kesana cuma buat beli itu doang terus mba-nya bilang ABIS!!!!! Disitu kekesalan gue memuncak. Terus tanpa meninggalkan sepatah kata gue langsung masang muka jutek, keluar dari itu toko. Gue mempercepat langkah gue ke toko musik lain, Duta Suara apa Duta Musik gitu, au dah. Eh, nemu nih CD-nya, TAPI cuma ada yang versi A sama C. Gue tanya lagi ke mba-nya. “Mba ini yang versi B ada ga?”, trus dia nyari-nyari di rak lain “ga ada mba, kosong” -______-

WTF?! Gue kembali memasang muka ngeselin gue itu lalu meninggalkan toko. Bad mood parah, gue memutuskan buat pulang. Terus gue jalan setengah lari saking udah keselnya, nyokap gue manggil-manggil dari belakang. “Kak, itu ada satu lagi toko musik, Musik Plus”. Yaudah dengan cepat gue langsung ke toko itu, eh, disitu lebih parah, cuma ada yang versi C doang.

Tanpa berkata apa-apa lagi, gue langsung keluar toko, sekaligus keluar mall, dengan kecepatan jalan gue yang 50 km/jam itu, dan ninggalin nyokap gue, terus gue pulang sendiri naik bis, tanpa pamit. Eh, terus tau ga, GUE NANGIS DI DALEM BUS. Itu hal yang paling memalukan, gue nangis di depan umum. Gue itu orangnya jarang banget nangis, bisa keitung, kalo kata temen-temen SMA gue, gue itu berhati dingin, jadi ga bisa mengeluarkan emosi sedih. Nah, kalo gue sampe nangis, itu berarti gue keselnya setengah mati, udah sampe tingkat “ngambek”. Pernah sih gue nangis juga di dalem bus, tapi waktu itu gara-gara kaki gue sakit. Gimana ga sakit? Ada ibu-ibu di depan gue, badannya gede gitu, dia nginjek kaki gue yang kayak tengkorak tapi indah ini, tanpa rasa berdosa, ga minta maaf lagi. Yah air mata gue keluar tiba-tiba, rasanya pengen gue dorong tuh ibu-ibu ke tengah jalan!

Yah, terus ditengah jalan, gue memutuskan pergi ke Plaza Semanggi. Disitu cuma ada Disc Tara, yaudah gue kesana. Eh, disitu juga sama, adanya cuma yang versi C. Dengan menahan air mata, gue pergi. Nah, mendung tuh pas gue pulang. Tapi gue berniat pergi ke Blok M Plaza. Akhirnya gue naik bus lagi, pas gue turun, UJAN DERES -______-

Apa boleh buat, gue tidak boleh patah semangat. Tanpa berbekal makan siang, hanya bermodalkan paying, gue jalan ke Blok M Plaza. Disitu ada Musik Plus lagi, seharusnya gue sudah bisa menebak, dan ya, disitu juga cuma jual versi C. Yaudah gue keluar lagi. Eh masih ujan juga diluar. Pake payung juga ga ngaruh, orang ujannya ga santai, pake ada angin-angin segala. Terus udah tau gue lagi berdiri di pinggir jalan, mobil-mobil lewatnya kenceng amat, terus air beceknya nyiprat semua ke celana gue, padahal itu baru di cuci. Nyebrangnya susah lagi, perempatannya gede gitu, gada jembatan penyebrangan. Yaudah gue naik angkot, terus angkotnya udah mau nyampe rumah gue. Tapi gue ga berenti, gue lanjut pergi ke Cilandak Town Square. Gue berharap disitu ada, padahal sebenernya gue udah putus asa juga, dan capek. FYI, gue baru makan roti dan Fruit Tea hari itu, terus karena gue kesel, jadi makin laper. Tadinya dari Blok M, gue berniat ke Aquarius yang di Mahakam, kan gede tuh, kali aja ada. Tapi sialnya, gue lagi ga punya pulsa dan gatau kesana naik apa, jadi gue ga bisa nanya orang. Kalo tau juga gue datengin.

Nah, ditengah jalan mau ke Citos, abangnya nge-tem lama banget, itu kepala gue udah pusing, dan gue bersin-bersin, sepertinya gue masuk angin. Terus ada bapak-bapak naik, eh dia buang sampah sembarangan. Tolong ya, GUE ITU SEBEL BANGET SAMA ORANG YANG BUANG SAMPAH SEMBARANGAN. Di SMA 42 dididik bersih, jadi kalo sampe ada anak 42 atau alumni 42 yang masih buang sampah sembarangan, lo malu-maluin! Walaupun lo temen gue atau keluarga gue, siapapun, kalo kalian buang sampah sembarangan, di depan gue pula, gue akan membenci kalian dalam seketika. Serius, gue ga suka sama orang yang buang sampah bukan di tempat sampah. Maaf ya, gue ngelantur, tapi kalo udah bad mood, gue emang suka marah-marah sama hal-hal kecil lain yang ga ada hubungannya sama inti kekesalan gue.

Lupain tentang sampah, balik lagi ke CD. Ya sesampainya gue di Citos, gue cari lagi, eh, ga ada sama sekali. Disini gue udah ga bisa marah lagi, soalnya gue capek, jadi gue masang tampang melas. Terus mungkin, mas-masnya ngeliat tampang gue yang melas itu, terus dia nanya “mau cari CD apa?”. Dengan lemes gue bilang “Tohoshinki Best Selection”. Terus dia jawab “wah, abis stoknya. Banyak banget yang nyari sih. Kemaren-kemaren malah ada satu orang belinya dua sekaligus”

Cuma satu kata yang keluar dari mulut gue “HAH?” Gue agak mikir disitu “itu yang beli, antara temennya juga nitip, atau dia beli 2 versi”. Terus gue diem. Mas-masnya ngomong lagi

“kalo mau pesen aja”

“bisa mesen?”

“iya, jadi nanti kalo stoknya ada lagi, kita kabarin”

“yaudah deh”

Akhirnya gue ke mba-mba kasirnya, dan mengisi apa yang perlu diisi, lalu gue pulang.

Di jalan pulang, gue agak lega dikit, soalnya gue mikir “Tohoshinki laku juga ya, dibanding artis Asia yang lain. Ya gue bangga lah wahahahaha.” Yaiyalah, di Jepang aja nomor satu! Makanya rugi tuh SM sama Avex kalo ngelepas mereka, RUGI BESAR!

Hanya saja, gue harus nunggu telpon, sampe barangnya ada. Tapi besok gue mau nyoba ke satu mall, yang gue belom datengin hari ini, Pondok Indah!!! Besok gue mau cari disana, kali aja ada.

Jadi sebenernya, kenapa gue cari susah sendiri? Kenapa ga pesen online, padahal lebih gampang? Soalnya kalo pesen online, shipping-nya bisa seminggu atau dua minggu lebih. Gue maunya SEKARANG! Gue orangnya ga sabaran, ga suka nunggu-nunggu. Kalo hari itu, ya hari itu! Jadi ini semua gara-gara mba-mba WOM yang ngeselin itu, dan si pembeli CDnya sampe bisa abis, padahal gue nelpon 24 jam yang lalu, masih ada.

Ini kalo ga gara-gara gue CINTA sama Tohoshinki, gue ga bakal bela-belain pergi ke 4 mall, capek-capek naik angkot buat nyari CD-nya. Terus, coba gue bisa nyetir, kan gue bisa cari kemana aja, kapan aja. Tapi sama juga boong sih, bisa nyetir pun gatau mau nyetir mobil siapa wahahaha. Gue bukan kesel sama Tohoshinki-nya. Gue mau marah-marah karena ga dapet CD-nya hari ini, tapi gatau mau maki-maki siapa, jadi gue menumpahkan emosi gue di blog. Cuma blog kesayangan gue ini yang gampang diajak ngomong, karena mau dimarahin pun dia ga bakal bisa komentar.

Yaudah gitu aja sih, panjang juga ya, gue ngetik ini satu jam. Sekarang gue lelah otak, lelah tangan, badan, kaki, lelah hati. Jadi gue pengen nonton TV aja, kalo ga ada yang bagus, gue tidur! Dadaaaahhhhh

Tohoshinki

2010-04-04T13:08:00.000+07:00

I make it a simple title because this post is about Tohoshinki itself, nothing else. Few days ago, we've been informed that Tohoshinki Best Selection 2010 album has released in Indonesia. I'm so excited about this. I called the local music store this afternoon, and asked them if it's really available or not, and they said yes. So, tomorrow I'm gonna get myself a copy of the album. I've been saving my money for this hehehe! But, here's what I hate the most. They always have a different version of CDs. There are actually 3 version; A, B and C. So, because I'm not that "rich", I can only buy one CD not all 3 of them. Version A has 2 CD + DVD, version B has a CD + DVD (of course with a different bonus featured as well), and the last one is version C, that has only a CD.

The local store I called only have the B version, so I can't buy version A, although I want it so much. This dividing-into-three-version thing is killing me! But well, I think by having the B version only is alright.

Now, another thing came up yesterday. There was a shocking news stated that "the activities as Tohoshinki will be suspended". And then I was like "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!". You can read the article in here and here. I was bursting out into tears last night because of this news. All fans united and made #alwayskeepthefaith (Toho - Cassiopeia moto) becomes a trending topic on Twitter. Why new problems always showed up while the previous problems haven't even ended yet??? But then I checked out on LiveJournal and read this article that calms me down a bit. Just a bit.

This means they're temporarily inactive in both Korea and Japan. I really hate this situation. More people are asking about TVXQ's state right now and many of them are thinking that it means they're breaking up or soon to be. My faith, I admit, has been shaken, but this "always keep the faith" motto is the only thing I have right now. I'm no more a fan of TVXQ, I'm a lover. So, I won't easily give up on them, because they said that we have to wait a little longer. That's what I'm gonna do. I really hope everything will be fine and go back to the way it was.

This is not the end of TVXQ. Always keep the faith!

Yay, I'm a Sagittarian!

2010-03-23T23:27:00.000+07:00

SAGITTARIUS - THE ONE
(11/22-12/21)

"Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying! Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet."

I was blog-walking and found this article. There are actually 12 horoscopes, but I only take the one that's mine. I feel like reposting it will be good, since I also love the description so much. Although I'm a premature born and supposed to be born in February '92, but God said I have to go out 2 months earlier. He made me born in December '91... I'm so happy I was born to be a Sagittarian :)

credit goes to: http://ecchandiary.blogspot.com/ :)

頑張って!

2010-03-23T22:59:00.001+07:00

Whaddup y'all? How's your day? Mine is going well.

So, I just want to tell you that yesterday I received a text message from the HIMPSIKO (the student organization of Psychology Department). They told me to follow an interview tomorrow afternoon. FYI, I've applied myself to be a member of that organization last week and I signed on for the public relation position. The next step is I'll have to do an interview. Wish me luck for tomorrow guys ^^

By the way, there's another thing as well. Few hours ago I got a phone call. Guess who it was? It's from the HRD of the company that I applied for the part-time job. She also asked me to do an interview. *sigh*

She said the interview is tomorrow, but then I told her that I have something to do on campus, so I decided to do it another day. And then she asked me to come over and do the interview on Thursday. Well then, it's settled. She also told me that I have to bring stationery. This means that there will be more than just an interview T.T

Both of these things are making me nervous. I never had a formal interview before, so that'll be the first time for me. But I convinced myself, if I really put all of my will into this, I can make it. I think I'll have my confidence back very soon :D

Now, it's been a while since the last time I talked about K-Pop, isn't it? Here I go again.

Recently, I've got into this boyband, 2PM. You can see in my previous post, I already knew them before but I never really liked them. No, it's not that I forgot TVXQ. I would never ever do that. They've become one of the most important parts of my life! Oh, I heard that Xiah is going on a solo project. It's not that I don't like it, but I prefer he remains with the other member. Of course, it doesn't mean that they'll break up. I'll support him on this but I hope he won't be taking this solo project more seriously that his group activity. Jaejoong also has his own thing. He's starring at a Japanese drama called Sunao ni Narenakute. He'll be playing a role of a doctor (can you even imagine that? LOL). I can't wait for that drama... awww my JJ!! I haven't even watch Heaven's Postman. damn!

Back to the 2PM thing. Well, this boyband has lost one member, Jaebeom. He used to be the leader of this group, and now since he left, the fans are really disappointed and they become a leaderless group (correct me if I'm wrong).

This is very bad, I mean, if this happened to TVXQ, of course I will be crying in blood.

I like to watch their videos on Youtube these days. The ones that still got Jaebeom in it and the ones that don't. My most favorite songs are Again & Again and Heartbeat. But, I also like their video of 10 Out of 10. They're damn hot. repeat, HOT! Especially, Nichkhun and Taecyeon. They become my favorite member as well. Now, I have to run because I'm sure some of my friends have prepared somethings to be thrown at me. Bibin, Nira, and Putri are such big fans of Taecyeon and I bet they'll be mad to know this. LOL. Save me! (Relax guys, I'm just taking Taec. Chansung is still safe with you!)

::Ok Taecyeon::

*akkhhh, drools*

*got an asthma*

::Nichkhun Horvejkul::

gorgeous!!!!

*lalalalala~~*

*kiss kiss*

I guess I have to stop typing, it's getting late. So, have a good night guys :)

note: "do you know that I love Logan Lerman and Zac Efron so much too? Oh, help me! My head is full of these bloody good-looking Western and Asian boys... having a lot of crushes makes me feel uneasy!!"

Hell-o Assignments

2010-03-22T14:06:00.000+07:00

I'm so not in a good mood right now. I've been busy with college assignments. Especially with this one subject called Industry and Organization Psychology. I'm in the middle of 'hectic' situation here, because this assignment is ought to be handed over tomorrow. And you know what, this supposed to be a group work, but I'm feeling like I'm doing too much by myself. There are 7 people in our group, but it's not really, what you call, a teamwork. Some of them are the ones that you can't always rely on for something like this. And I wonder why am I always in charge. I had my part but I'm also the one who told them what to do and giving them directions. I'm not the group leader, but somehow, I feel that I'm responsible for this group assignment. This assignment's progress has been delayed for few days, because the others aren't doing what they should do. They're so neglective, not taking this assignment seriously.

I decided to take a break and write in here. Because my blog is the easiest 'person' that I can talk to. Actually, I don't tell other people about this, so keep it a secret. *LOL* But now, you all know.

I was supposed to be in college today, but guess what, after waking up so early, with my weary bones and sleepy eyes, I took my way to college, and as soon as I got there, people telling me the lecturer couldn't attend the class today. So we were dismissed and I just can't figure out whether I'm feeling happy or not about it. It's just that I've been thinking, I didn't have to waste my money, my time and my energy for nothing. I came to college and got nothing. Poor me.

Another thing I want to tell you is that, umm, I have applied myself for a part-time job. I've handed over my CV and job application letter to that company. Thanks to my friend Diana, who kindly helped me with this job vacancy. I don't know the result yet, whether I'm accepted or not. But I hope for the best. The reason why I need a part-time job is, of course, for money. I really need my own money, though it's gonna take a lot of energy. And also for experience I guess.

Well, I'll talk to you later, when this assignment is over. There's so much I wanna write, so wait for me okay :) xoxo

wait...

what??

oh, d'you mean this photo?

This was taken 3 days ago, at 19th to be exact. There was a seminar held by the Psychology Department in my college and I was one of the local organizers. After the seminar is over, I went to some room, yes, that one. I don't know what room exactly that is, but it's very comfortable, and it has air-conditioner as well. So, me and my friends were staying in there for some moments and we took some pictures. That one was taken by Ria, I don't know why but I like that one. I made it my profile picture on Facebook. It looks like a dance studio, right? But, it isn't haha! And, that's not my Blackberry over there! LOL

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

2010-03-15T19:09:00.001+07:00

THE REPUBLIC's 1st ANNIVERSARY.

My dear blog, I'm so sorry for the late birthday wish. It's supposed to be on March 14th. Actually, I remember it, but I've got no time to blog yesterday. So, yeah, happy belated birthday :)

The pic reads: "Otanjoubi omedetou", it's the Japanese for Happy Birthday.

Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief

2010-02-20T01:20:00.002+07:00

I watched Percy Jackson and The Olympians: The Lightning Thief yesterday. Yippie. Oh, so happy!! The movie is amazing. The put the myth's characters onto the 21st Century. The story is great and creative. This is actually based on a fantasy book written by Rick Riordan. According to someone I just met on Twitter, Jilansy, the book is way better than the movie. But because I haven't read any of it, I have nothing to compare. She makes me wanting to buy all the books. LOL

"Wait, did I say 'books'? with an 's'?" Yes, books. It has sequels everyone. Aren't you excited about this?!! The Lightning Thief is the first one then it'll be followed by The Sea of Monsters, The Titan's Curse, The Battle of the Labyrinth, and The Last Olympian. But it's said that the next sequel will be released in 2012. That's too long. I love Greek's myths-and-history-based movie, like the Spartans battle in 300, now this, and next, there will be Clash of The Titans. Really can't wait for that one.

So, for an introduction, Percy Jackson is a Demigod, term for a half-god. He's the son of Poseidon, the god of the sea and a mortal human. He was accused to have stolen the Lightning Bolt of Zeus, and if he doesn't hand it over in 10 days, there will be war of the gods. Hades, the brother of Zeus and Poseidon, took Percy's mother and keep her in the underworld. He insisted that Percy has to give him the Lightning Bolt if he wants his mother back. But actually, he doesn't steal anything. Curious? Well, I'm not gonna spoil it any further. You just have to see it yourselves.

For girls out there, if you're going to watch this movie, be sure to prepare a box of tissues, because I'm sure you'll be drooling a lot when you see Logan Lerman. I couldn't even blink.He's just so hot and good-looking. The character of Percy makes him even more attractive to me. The brave boy! And if you look into his eyes, it'll make you feel like you're staring at an angel. (blahhhh) No, seriously, I mean it. His eyes are so pretty, and blue...and pretty... I don't know whether he wore lenses or not, because in some photos, his eyes are more like grey. But I believe, it's a natural beauty... Gosh, I should stop talking about him. If I continue, then my blog-post title would be "The Hottness of Logan Lerman According to Me" or "Man! Logan Lerman Is Like A Drug"

There was also a character named Luke played by Jake Abel. I knew him before because I've seen him in a movie called Go Figure, a Disney movie. He's hot too, but I think Logan is way better (and sexier). I mean, come on, man! look at those eyes! (okay, I'm starting it again! stop!) Well, the girl who plays as Annabeth was looks a bit like Selena Gomez, only, Selena Gomez has a small face. I kinda jealous with Annabeth because it seems that Percy like her (a lot). And you know what, when there's a scene in Las Vegas, when they tried to escape from the 'bad people' (not sure if it's really a 'people'), they rode a BLACK MASERATI! OMG!! I'm totally freaked out. I want that car -,-

Some of the cast of this movie are well known actors. For example, there are Pierce Brosnan, Uma Thurman, Kevin McKidd, Steve Coogan (this is funny. I always see him in a tiny-sized Octavious in Night at the Museum. LOL) and Sean Bean was there too (I recognized him the first time and I immidiately told my mom "that's Boromir" ahaha). Oh, I''ll be so longing for the DVD! And I hope the next sequel will be as good as the first one or even better.

I got some pictures for you, check it out :)

*not coming soon. it's already coming! LOL*

the next picture... trust me, close your eyes if you don't wanna be petrified and turned into a statue.

*creepy Medusa, but Uma Thurman is amazing in anyway ^^*

note: "guess what, my Tohoshinki's Live Tour DVD already came. I bought it before I watched this movie. hahaha yeay, finally, after 3 months of waiting! and Harry Potter 7 part 1 will be out this year end. What could be better than this?"

photo credits: Google + Just Jared

JK Pop-ing

2010-02-19T00:12:00.001+07:00

*beware! fangirl alert!*

2 days ago, TVXQ released their new album "Best Selection 2010". On the FIRST DAY of its release, it already reached the number one place on Oricon Chart (Japanese), with MORE than 220.000 copies. *WOW* It's not their first time of being in Oricon Chart though... :p

I also got some photos of their ads for the album.

These (huge) posters are in Shibuya

This one is on a newspaper

This one is some kind of the "promotion truck" LOL

As it happened, my friend, Ica, was at Shibuya. She sent me a tweet "ya ampun Kes, gue tadi liat ini truk tuh daritadi lewat-lewat mulu di Shibuya. Trus pas lewat, cewek-cewek pada foto-in truknya gitu. gue cuma 'siapa sih mereka?' hahaha"

translation: "Oh my, I saw that truck keep on come and go at Shibuya and when it came, all the girls took a photo of it. I was just like 'who are they?' hahaha"
Then, I told her that it was the picture of TVXQ who's releasing their new album on that day :D I haven't buy the album, unfortunately. I could've buy it online, but the price would be so high. So, I will take a time to save my money and wait until it's distributed in here. Although, I'm dying of waiting T.T

Let's change the topic (a bit). Recently, I've been listening to J Pop so much (you probably already knew about that from my previous post). And I've officially become a fan of Hey! Say! JUMP and NEWS. Taiyou no Namida is a great song of NEWS, you should listen to it... And I don't know why I become a big fan of Ryo and Yuya aaaaaahhhhhh

HSJ will be releasing a full PV for their single Hitomi No Screen, and NEWS will release the new single, Sakura Girl. But according to my friend, Nifa, Sakura Girl's release date is postponed because TVXQ will release a single on the same day LOL

And few days ago, I just found out that Yamapi (member of NEWS) and her sister went to one of TVXQ's previous concerts. It's said that Yamapi's sister is a big fan of TVXQ. LOL *sweeeeeet!*
You know, I really hope that someday TVXQ will have a collaboration project with either NEWS or HSJ. (is it possible? Avex and Johnny's? hahaha)

Now, I have a very good news for all of TVXQ's fan (and you probably knew about this, again)

"YunHo will participate in Michael Jackson's memorial concert, This Is It in Los Angeles!" He will go to LA on March to practice some songs and choreography. He's chosen to be one of the 3 Asia's representatives for the concert. This make me go lalalalalala so happy. Ohhh, what a very proud fan I am ^^ I wish I could go there to see it. But no matter, I'll always support him wherever, whenever!!

note: "do you know that (surprisingly) Backstreet Boys know TVXQ and (actually) they've met each other and they said that TVXQ reminds them of themselves back in old days? LOL"

photo credits: OneTVXQ + DBSKnights

Holiday, Twitter, Exam Results

2010-02-18T23:55:00.000+07:00

6 days ago, I went to my friend's house, Rachel. There were others as well, Angel and her boyfriend Mario, Lidya, Lokita, Lisa and her cousin Monic. We did nothing special, actually we were just having a talk with each other, watched 2 DVDs and had lunch that Rachel's mom made ^^ That day, we also went out to eat Pizza together. But that's the special thing, to have gathered and met my high school mates again after a long time, I really miss them :)

Actually, today, I supposed to attend a little reunion with my elementary school friends. But because it was raining, so I can't go out. I don't like going out somewhere while it's raining... Well, I'm planning to go to watch Percy Jackson and The Olympians: The Lightning Thief tomorrow. I want to see the handsome Logan Lerman :D And I also planned to meet my friends again this Saturday, I hope they can make it!

Besides all that, I spent most of my holiday at home. You know, becoming a Twitter activist LOL (this is not important at all). So, umm, since I'm a big fan of TVXQ, that boyband I told you before, I join every "trending topic mission" on Twitter organized by OneTVXQ Forum. Maybe for some people, it's not that important for making something to become a trending topic on Twitter. But that's the fun of being in such a huge fandom. More over, it's one of many ways to promote our favorite band to the world.

Here, I took some screencaps evidence of those moments :p

JaeJoong's Birthday (January 26th)

it's on #1 spot

*It's even gotten into MTV Iggy's website, take a look!*

(ahhh, JJ, my favorite guy ever!! <3)

YunHo's Birthday (February 6th)

also hit the #1 spot

*it was decided to write YoonHo instead of YunHo*

Valentine's Day (February 14th)

#2 spot

*TVXQ also release their single With All My Heart the next day*

TVXQ's Best Album Released (February 17th)

#2 spot, worldwide

*it's even #1 on San Fransisco trending list XD*

ChangMin's Birthday (February 18th)

#1 spot

*and just 'Changmin' also following at #3*

Pretty busy on Twitter, huh? LOL

Oh, I also want to tell you that my final exam results are already out today, except for the English. But, this is awful, I got one C for my Physiology Psychology subject :'( But, I promise myself to make a better grades this semester. One more thing, I really can't wait to sign up for the Japanese and Korean language course. hehe :)

note: "holiday is almost over... lalalalala... I'm not happy for this one"

Thanks For The Memories

2010-02-10T13:34:00.000+07:00

Yesterday officially ends the deadly final exam and that means the end of the 1st semester of college. We will be on a holiday for ten days and after that, comes the first day of 2nd semester. By the way, the exam result is not available yet. Hope, curiosity, and fear are here inside my head, I wish I won't fail on any subjects.

But something unexpected happens. In this upcoming semester, I won't see my close friends anymore, because they will be on a different class. I'm gonna stay in PBE class again and they will occupy the class of PAE. For your information, my college has set up all schedules and divide us into some classes. So it's not the system where we can easily make our own schedule or pick classes as we want. This is actually not good at all. We've all been together since the first time we entered this University and now we have to be separated like this. Well, maybe some of us will meet again on the 3rd semester or else, but I think the next 6 months will be very boring and kinda lonesome without them.

I just wanna say I've already miss you guys so much right now. And thank you to have become such wonderful friends all this time. Love you all :)

-I don't find any "good" in Goodbyes. but I'd rather say "see you again"...-

Another Boyband, Another Bishounen

2010-01-20T17:06:00.001+07:00

Guys, I'm sorry because recently I've been posting all K-Pop related and this post will be yet another fangirl stuff. LOL. So, you already know how am I obsessed with those Asian boybands, right? Few days ago I found another male group, but it's not Korean, it's a Japanese boyband. Hey! Say! JUMP it is. This boyband contains 10 member but I only have one as my favorite, named Nakajima Yuto. Well, actually there's two if it includes Yamada Ryosuke. Both have good voice, but Ryosuke seems too young for me (although Yuto is also 16 just like him). Actually that's not really a problem, the thing is, Ryosuke has a short body (no offense) so he looks a lot like a child. I prefer a tall guy, above 175cm would be fine. You know, like Shim Changmin, he WAS 186cm (sure he's grown since then, I don't know how tall he is now). That's one of many things I like about Changmin :D

Back to HSJ, their first song that I listened to is Mayonaka no Shadow Boy. And the music video made me officially in love with Nakajima Yuto! The other songs are good too, like Dreams Come True and Your Seed.

This is Yuto-kun that I've been talking about ^^

Really cute huh? He's still a teenager, but wait until he turns 20. Ohhhh!!

Now, if you think that's just it, you're wrong. Thanks to my friend, Nifa, who introduced me to another J-Pop boyband called NEWS. I don't like them as much as I like HSJ but I like some of their songs like Teppen and Weeeek (<--- it's not a typo). The reason why I'm not into this boyband is because there's no bishounen in it, although Nishikido Ryo is kinda cool. What's "bishounen"? That's a Japanese term for pretty guy, while "banci" is Indonesian term for a guy who TRY to look, dressed and ACT like a woman in an "ewwhhh" way. So, "bishounen" is definitely different from "banci". But I hate how my friends and other people always associate pretty guy with banci!. Nifa once said that NEWS' Tegoshi Yuya is a bishounen (and I agreed), but he's not that pretty if you compare him to Kim Jaejoong or Lee Taemin. Btw, I have some pictures when Taemin is on a reality show, and he was told to dressed in a school-girl uniform. HE'S SO PRETTY! Wanna see? :D

can you guess which one is Taemin? LOL

I don't know since when and why I like pretty guys. But I think it's because I read manga and watch anime too much. LOL.

One Disappointed Cassiopeia?

2010-01-13T22:20:00.001+07:00

The reason why I made this post today is actually because I found a blog named Confessions of The K-Pop Addict. I was so amazed like "wow this is really a place where she just spazz about everything due to her addiction to K-Pop". As said, it is not a gossip blog or news source. Well, of course as soon as I entered the site I searched the labeled post related to DBSK/ TVXQ/ Tohoshinki since I'm a big fan of them.

First off, I'm gonna explain something about the fanbase thing. TVXQ has an official fan club called Cassiopeia. It is their Korean fan club. They also have another fan club named Big East for the Japanese. Because I live in Indonesia, I can't make it to become an official Cassiopeia, but I already considered myself as one because of my addiction in TVXQ. The history of why did I fall for them is not really that simple. I WASN'T a K-Pop lover, but my surrounding was like "K-Pop, K-Pop, and K-Pop". I started to find out about the essence of K-Pop itself, what makes it so 'popular' outside its own country, like here in Indonesia.

Then, I found Super Junior. That was the first Korean boyband I've ever listen to. Although after that, I discovered other group like SHINee, and afterwards I just keep asking God, why Taemin could be soooooo damn cute like that! Back to Super Junior matter. I was so addicted to them that I can't stop talking about Kyuhyun and Donghae everyday. Their song Sorry Sorry was the one that brings me to them, but of course I like many other too. I went out looking for some Super Junior related, and I ended up buying Super Junior 1st Asia Tour DVD "Super Show" and one of their reality show EHB (Exploration of Human Body). Super Show was GREAATT!! Love it, love it, love it. Though I was pretty disappointed that they were lipsync on some songs, mostly the up-beat ones. But I understand, it is hard to sing and dance at the same time, especially on fast songs. I still enjoyed it very much, and the fans were just amazing! There's not even a day without Super Junior for me. I searched for all of SuJu's pictures as many as I could get on the internet. I've been stalking them on Youtube as well. It's no surprise, I found many funny videos of them. They've succeed making me laugh. I got even more excited watching them in EHB. I tell you, you have got to see that show. I can't stop ROFL at it. For me, Eunhyuk is the main point of all laughs. His silliness, cuteness, and innocent look are just !@#$%^&* (IDK how to explain)

Then there comes the episode when Dong Bang Shin Ki was featured on the show. I was like "so this is DBSK/ TVXQ. Allkpop is reporting a lot about them recently." That statement was before I found out that TVXQ has a lawsuit going on with SM. I don't know why but after that, TVXQ distracted me so much. Fell in love with Yunho, yes I did. As time passes by, I became a TVXQ addict unwittingly. Their song O~Jung.Ban.Hap, I can't get it out of my mind and their Mirotic video was like a drug to me. I admit that I like them far greater than Super Junior. Until now, I've become not just a TVXQ addict but also a Jaejoong addict. People say he's a transsexual, look like a girl too much. Hello!!! It's called natural beauty! Jaejoong is very pretty yet handsome and manly, if you look at those abs and biceps! Yunho has a great body build too but I finally realized that Yunho is not the one. Don't get me wrong, I love all five of them sincerely. Have you heard Junsu and Jaejoong's angelic voices? Changmin and Yoochun's powerful voices? Yunho's sexy voice and see his dance skill? have you??? It's sad to see them separated like this. Screw SM, screw the lawsuit. Oh, how I wish that in this new year, everything will be fine, just like how they used to be. (This hope also goes for 2PM for the loss of Jaebum and SuJu due to Kangin's incident and Hangeng's lawsuit)

Enough with the prologue, now, I want to take you to the main topic of this post. Why did I entitle this as "One Disappointed Cassiopeia?"? It's because I am really disappointed indeed, when I found this post of TKPA's blog. She said she tried so hard to love DBSK but it's a failure. She thinks that DBSK is not for her. She said that she's disappointed with Cassiopeia who didn't give her any respond when she asked for a "help". I just thought if I found her blog waaaay earlier, I would've spammed her with all DBSK things more than she could asked for. I feel pity myself. I feel that I don't give much effort as a Cassiopeia. And why there was no Cassiopeia responded to it. I also feel sorry because I realize I can't do anything much for the boys.

The other reason of my disappointment is, well, about the lawsuit. It's just sad if I think about how far they've come and then they have to be like this. Although I just discovered them last year, but I could feel their 6 years of hard work in music industry. They've become so big and they even managed to succeed in Japan. People no longer know DBSK only as a K-Pop star but also Tohoshinki, a J-Pop artist. If you want to know, watch their live performance/ concert/ tour, seriously. They're amazingly talented guys. Tohoshinki 4th Live Tour ~The Secret Code~ Final in Tokyo Dome has been my favorite live tour of all! I'm so proud of them and thankful for them. I wish I could tell them myself. :(

The lawsuit hasn't reached the end, there's still no conclusion. We are, of course, wondering whether they will reconciled or come to the contract termination with SM. And just so you know, their contract with Avex will meet the end in mid of 2010. The question is what will happen with TVXQ afterward? Their strong bond of friendship is priceless. They're a family. They even said that they wanted to stay together as long as possible, maybe even forever. How do you think I would react to those words? I believe it of course. Their HARD WORK and FRIENDSHIP are the most important issues! Lately because of this lawsuit matter, I find they're feeling awkward with each other. I don't see them as 5 anymore, it's 3+2. It's completely different. When it comes to K-Pop, your math will get sucks, like 5-1=0, 7-1=0.

To those who are unfamiliar with K-Pop, of course you would say, I shouldn't think about it too much. Don't even give a damn! Say what you want to say, but this is how living as a fangirl. You can't just ignore these things if you're stuck with K-Pop like me.

The Start of 2010

2010-01-10T18:15:00.002+07:00

Hey, guys! It's been a while huh?! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year by the way. I'm so longing to blog but my life seems so plain lately, I don't know what to write. Today, I feel so bored to death and I decided to blog.

Alright, so, why don't we start to talk about the academic things. Although this is what I hate the most, but it's kinda important. I've had my midterm test last year and the result were pretty much okay. I passed all of the subjects. But now we're heading to the final exam that will be held around 26/27th January (I'm not so sure about that either). Well, I don't think about that too much, but I'm more concern about the enormous number of assignments. It's all due on the date before the final exam started, so I only got 2 more weeks to finish them all. But I'm so lack of motivation recently. I feel like I became even lazier and lazier since I entered university (that's a bad thing!). I'm thinking when will I start to do my paperwork. Soon, I hope.

I've also made a decision that I will take two language courses in the next semester. I've discussed this with my mom and she said okay. The first language is Korean and the other one is Japanese. I'm planning to go on both languages at the same time. I'm so excited about this. I even like it better than my routine classes. The courses will be started on March. I wish to mastered these languages very quick and my other wish is to join a student exchange program. Though it will cost a lot of money, but I really love studying languages. ^^

Speaking of language, you know my English lecturer, right? I posted a little something about him on my previous post. He's just getting sucker and sucker by the day. My fellow classmates agreed that we should get a substitute lecturer for this one. Our representative have talked about this to the head of English Department and the final decision is theirs to make. Hope for the best! We're talking about dismissal. (so cruel, aren't we?)

Now, moving to non-academic things. What do you guys think about Avatar? Oh yes, I mean that movie. It was the first time of my life watching a movie in 3D. LOL. I think the movie is great. I love how they represent the lovely land of Pandora and the natives, such a beautiful sights. Good story and amazing special-effect. If only Pandora was real, I'm so visiting! :p Next up is Sherlock Holmes. No, I haven't watched it yet but I really like to. So who wants to join me?

The last but not least is K-Pop. I bet you guys are tired about this, right? Well, I'm tired as well. But don't get me wrong, I'm just tired of being a fan and obsessed with one guy named Jaejoong. Yes, he's the lead vocal of TVXQ. I'm so addicted to that boyband I don't know why. Listening to their music, watching their videos, staring at their pictures for hours, those are my daily dose. My addiction to Jaejoong is much more than that. That's why I think I'll go crazy if I keep on obsessed with him. I have faith that one day I'll go to Korea, meet him and somehow be his girlfriend. Am I sounded desperate? This is no laughing matter, so don't laugh!

Oh yeah, there's another. I want to dye my hair into dark brown, what do you think? I'm bored being a black haired for 18 years LOL. I just want to try something different that's all. But will it harm your hair by dyeing it? I hope not.

Jya matta ne! (That's the Japanese for see you again). Sayonara ^^

What Happened in December 20th 2009?

2009-12-20T15:24:00.000+07:00

Well, today is the birthday of someone named Keisha. And yes, it's me, the birthday girl ^^.

I'm turning 18 today (wow, I'm old). I'm gonna say happy birthday to myself and to those who have the same birth date as me.

I don't held any party or something, you could say it's kinda boring. Since it is also Sunday, which means I don't meet my friends at holiday. My mom isn't here too. But the nice thing is, today, a lot of people wishing me a happy birthday. Through the text messages, social networking, and face to face as well. So good to know that people still remember my birthday. What about presents? I got 2 presents, one is from my grandma and the other is from my aunt.

My grandma gave me some money because she said she couldn't find any presents for me, so she told me to use the money to buy my own gift *LOL* And my aunt gave me some beauty products from Japanese (can you believe that?!) She said "I couldn't find something Korean, so I bought you Japanese instead" *LMAO* hahahhaha it doesn't matter! Japanese is indeed my favorite country of all! I'm so thankful for it by the way.

But few days before, my friend, Lidya, also sent me something, regarding my birthday and the upcoming Christmas day. She sent me a Christmas card with a little note in there and she also gave me a magazine. It's Asian Crush (K-Pop edition). The first time I opened the present and saw that magazine, I jumped out and worship my bed. *ROFL* In the note, she said "I know that you're now getting love drunk of Koreans, so I gave this profile and photos of your ex-boyfriend, current boyfriend, crushes and husband all in one." hahahaha I texted her as soon as possible and thank her for that ^^

Now.... I'm participating in a project of ONETVXQ due to TVXQ's 6th anniversary on 26th December 2009. Cassiopeia, Big East and all international fans can participate in this project. We just have to make a fansign, upload it to ONETVXQ and they will make a slideshow of it. And you know what, I've just finished creating the fansign and taking picture of it. I don't think it's satisfying, pretty much just an okay for me. I'll put the pictures here.

So, which one's better? I already submitted the first one, but I can change it before 24th December. What do you think?

Ironic

2009-11-26T19:00:00.001+07:00

Yesterday I tried some online chat service called Omegle. The thing is you're chatting with some random person, a complete stranger. I wanted to do it because some of my friends told me to try it. So, when I entered the website, I started a conversation with an unknown person. Then we introduced ourselves, not by our name, but (as always) by A/S/L (age/sex/location) thing. It's been few rounds and I haven't got any long-last chat. You know why? Because every time I told them I'm from Indonesia, they just went off, suddenly disconnected themselves. What's wrong? It's just seems that Indonesia has a very bad image to the whole world. Yes, that was so ironic. They might think that all Indonesian are the same. Same bad-ass. But I told you, not everyone. I just feel so disappointed with this hiks hiks T__T

Fortunately, after those failed-chats, I found a new friend from Korea. The chat went well and we talked about those boybands all night. She was surprised that a foreigner (me) could be interested in Korean boybands LOL.

That's it. Just wanna share a little story. See you again :)

Crush

2009-11-25T00:21:00.006+07:00

What exactly happened with me, I don't know. But currently I've become one K-Pop addict. It's just getting more interesting. Oh well, I might have mentioned some of my favorite such as Super Junior and SHINee, but there's more. I'm so into this boyband called Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) also known as TVXQ. Unfortunately, I'm a newly fan, I just discovered them not so long ago. Now, DBSK is on the edge of breaking up because of some problem with their company. I'm not saying that they break up, it's too much to explain. I hope they'll deal with this problem soon, and I want to see the whole DBSK together forever!

Well, in this post I'm gonna share my favorite songs of those boyband and of course, my favorite member crush :D Starting like... now!

FAVORITE MUSIC

Super Junior:

Thirst (A Man In Love), Sorry Sorry, Twins (Knock Out), Don't Don, It's You, Heartquake, Monster, What If, You're My Endless Love, Why I Like You, Dancing Out, Reset, U

Super Junior M:

Me (Korean Version), Blue Tomorrow, Super Girl.

SHINee:

Ring Ding Dong, Amigo, Noona You're So Pretty, Julliete

DBSK:

"O" Jung.Ban.Hap, Rising Sun, Purple Line, Doushite Kimi Wa Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou?, Mirotic, Wrong Number, Forever Love, Crazy Love, Hey! (Don't Bring Me Down), Are You A Good Girl, Survivor, Summer Dream, Bolero, Picture Of You.

Besides all that, the rest of their songs are good too. Such as Mirror, Hug, Wish, etc. But most of my favorite songs above are the ones with up-beats and fast dance rhythm. I'm also trying to listen to 2PM and what my friend, Ria recommends me, FT Island. So far, I've only listen 2PM's Again & Again and FT Island's After Love & I Hope.

Now, we've come to the FAVORITE MEMBER section. I just keep on getting more and more crushes. There are some whom I don't really like at first but as time goes by, I realize that I've fallen for them .Here we go!

Super Junior (okay, this is a large boyband, due to their large number of members, 13. So, there will be large number of crushes too :p)

Cho Kyuhyun

Lee Donghae

Lee Hyuk-Jae/ Eunhyuk

Kim Heechul

Choi Siwon

Kim Kibum

Henry Lau

(non Super Junior, but he's a part of Super Junior M)

SHINee

Lee Taemin

DBSK

Jung Yunho/ U-Know Yunho

Kim Jaejoong/ Hero Jaejoong

Shim Changmin/ Max Changmin

2PM

Nichkhun Horvejkul

From those boys I've mentioned, RIGHT NOW, I have a biggest crush on Yunho from DBSK. That's why I put more photos of him :p He's just so hot I can't take my eyes of him. I'm so dying to be his girlfriend! Aren't they cute or what?! HELL YEAH!

So, if you need to refresh your mind, I recommend those songs above. If you need to refresh your life, try to look at those boys, haha! But beware, it cause an addiction. I'm already in that addicted stage. You're not getting bored, it's just that the more you see/listen/watch it the more you love it. Seriously.

See you soon then. xoxo :)

Remember My Name!

2009-11-01T19:39:00.000+07:00

Hey, I just watched Fame today. Yeah it's kinda late, I know. But that's okay, as long as I'm able to see Asher Book haha. I went to Blitz in MOI this afternoon, but I wonder why there was so few of people watching the movie. I mean, the movie's good, don't they like it?

There are 2 characters that I really like. First of all, Asher Book of course. In the audition scene, he sings John Legend's Ordinary People. Brilliant and wonderful voice! And plus, he's very cute. How lucky Kay Panabaker is to be his girlfriend in the movie. And second of all, Kherington Payne. I wish to have a body like her, I wish I could dance like her. blah!! She's very talented at dancing!!

It's sad when they reached the end of the film. Everyone's performing at the graduation ceremony. Four years it's been, through the ups and downs together. And after that, they're going on their separate ways to chase their dreams. The thing is, do not seek for fame, but make sure to do your very best.

That's it then. See you again :)

Korean's Taking Over

2009-11-01T01:19:00.000+07:00

On my previous post I told you to read my other blog, which is kinda related to what I'm going to write now. That was about the reasons why I become a Korean addict (it was because of my friends), and now I'm gonna share about the Korean thing itself.

Hell yeah, Super Junior! You must've know it if you're a fan of Korean as well. My favorites are Kyuhyun, Donghae and Eunhyuk.But I only like Eunhyuk because he's so good at dancing, the best among the other SuJu. So actually, my real favorites are Kyuhyun and Donghae. There was a moment when Ryeowook, Heechul and Kibum came into my mind, but sorry, they're not on my favorite list. It's not that I don't like the rest, because there would be no SuJu if they're not 13 people. I like them all :D

Few days ago, a friend came to me and ask whether I'm a fan of SuJu. I said yes to her and she said "then you must know about SHINee?". Hmm I've heard of that name but "no, I don't. should I?". She replied again "YES! you should find out! there's one cute guy named Minho!!!!!" and after saying that, my friend just couldn't stop screaming about him -,-

So then I do what she told me to, I searched the internet about the SHINee thing. As it appeared "ah, I've heard their song, Stand By Me, used to be the soundtrack of Boys Over Flower! but I never saw their faces", I talked to myself.

After that, I looked for Minho on google. He looks just like someone I know (in college), but I'm not gonna tell you who it is. But still, I DON'T think that Minho's more impressive than Kyuhyun, Donghae or even Eunhyuk. I think he's " bertampang cakep tapi ngebosenin" (I don't know how to translate those words into proper English :p) I decided to watch one of their music videos. I picked "Ring Ding Dong" which is their latest single. And when I saw it, I was just like "Oh my God, that guy is simply better looking than Minho", I'm pointing to the lead dancer, Lee Taemin! I quickly searched for the detailed information about him, and guess what, he's 2 years YOUNGER than me. He has turned 16 this year, and I'll be 18 this year-end.

After this whole thing, I could not stop from watching 2 videos: Super Junior's Sorry Sorry and SHINee's Ring Ding Dong! Everytime it ends, I play it back. The songs are really good, especially when you see the music video as well. I like the choreography they made. I always like putting both of my hands on my cheecks and smiling by myself while staring at the monitor. -____-

I started to daydreaming about them. I made my own scenes like Taemin is my ex-boyfriend, when we were breaking up, I said to him that I need to find another guy who's maturer than him. He said, "okay, it's up to you, but I will always wait for you to come back". (blaahhh) So then I found Kyuhyun, who becomes my boyfriend right now, he's so good. But one time he said that his bestfriend, Donghae, is having a crush on me. He became so uneasy, but then I said to him that he's got nothing to worry about, because I only consider Donghae as a friend. Yeah, the story keeps going on in my head until now, I haven't decided yet how is it going to end. Hahaha I think I'm going from "weird" to "freak". duh!

Well, see you next time. Bye, xoxo :)

ALTERNATIVE

2009-10-28T13:20:00.003+07:00

Hey, guys. I just want to promote my other blog, right now. Actually, I just finished a new post there. please click http://apremahirsty.blog.binusian.org. It's written in Bahasa Indonesia.

Well, enjoy yourself. xoxo

I Love Them!

2009-10-19T22:05:00.012+07:00

On my previous post I told you that I'm having a crush with 2 guys, Gabe Saporta and Bill Kaulitz. But actually there's more. So right now I'm gonna show you who are those lucky guys to have been loved by me hahaha. It's NOT that I'm gonna post photos of EVERY artist that I like, just the latest crushes. Here they are:

GABRIEL EDUARDO SAPORTA

The vocalist of the American band Cobra Starship. At first, I don't really pay attention to this band. But after I listen to their new song (which I like a lot) "Good Girls Go Bad" featuring Leighton Meester, I start to listen to their other songs as well. My 2nd favorite song of them is "The City Is At War" and he look so good in the video, with his white suit. Gabe has just turned 30 this October. But he looks young though :)

Gabe in Cobra Starship

Gabe: 2nd from the left
I'm sure you already know which one's the cutest, right?!

ASHER MONROE BOOK

He plays on a remake movie called Fame. I'm dying to see it, but I haven't watched it because it's not available yet on local theathers. But I already saw the music videos, and there are some songs that are sung by Asher. The one I like is called "Try". You guys have to see it, check it out on Youtube. He makes me melt. He sounds so good. LOL. He's also the lead singer of a boyband called V-Factory.

Asher (L) with the cast of Fame

Asher (mid) in V-Factory

You know what makes me melt? His smile! no no, everything! awwww >.<

BILL KAULITZ

No, He doesn't have twitter :( His unique style is eyecatching. That's why I like him. The vocalist of a German band, Tokio Hotel. "Tokio" is how Tokyo (capital city of Japan) written in Germany. The name is made due to the love of the city. No wonder! Look at Bill's style, it's called Androgyny (like some goth, emo style that usually used by Japanese glam rock and punk). He has an identical twin brother, Tom, the guitarist of the band. His style is totally different from Bill, it's more like Hip-Hop. And he doesn't use striking makeups. So if you wanna see how Bill looks like without makeups, just look at Tom :)

Bill (L) and Tom (R)

the band, Tokio Hotel

Some people say he's scary or he looks like a woman, but nah, I don't care. I think he's COOL.
hmm, LOVE! <3

Deactivated

2009-10-19T17:11:00.003+07:00

Privacy, that's what I've been missing for some times. 2 days ago, I decided to deactivate my Facebook account. The reason is quite simple actually. I frequently wrote somethings in there and who says I can't. Internet, people can write everything they want on it. But somehow, some people are likely getting in my stuffs. They always put their annoying commentaries on me, which is NOT their concern. It's my personal life, my own! What do they care anyway? Can't they just sit back and take care of THEIR OWN lives? They think they know me well but no... My mood was just getting worse, I chose not to argue with them and I just wanna be AWAY from them. I don't want to see any of them or talk to them, no. I deactivated my account. I don't know whether it'll be just for a while or forever. But it's okay though, I still have my twitter. Thank goodness, my twitter is free from those kinds of people. It just feels hard because now by deactivating my Facebook, I lost one way to keep in contact with my friends. But when I come back, I assure you, that they WILL NEVER be on my friend's list anymore. Let's say I'm a bit over sensitive, but I don't care.

There were 2 things I did to bring my mood back: shopping and downloading many many songs. It works, trust me. I got 2 new bags. I wanted to buy new shoes too, but there's insufficient money, so just go for the bags... About the songs, well, here's what I got: Uprising by Muse, Party in The USA by Miley Cyrus, Sweet Dreams by Beyonce, Automatic by Tokio Hotel, The City Is at War by Cobra Starship (I know it's not a new song, but it's good), and many more. By the way, I fall in love with 2 more guys: Gabe Saporta (Cobra Starship's lead singer) and Bill Kaulitz (vocalist of Tokio Hotel). They're cute. LOL.

Today's

2009-10-09T16:47:00.003+07:00

Well, there are 3 things I would like to tell you. First of all, today is my uncle and my friend's birthday. So, happy birthday to Sandro and Angga (who's actually named Galuh but he prefers to be called Angga, I don't know why). My friends were planning to give him (Angga) a little surprise party and they did. But I couldn't come because I had class this morning. And this morning's class was totally enjoyable and interesting. That was PMP (Pengantar Metode Penelitian). The lecturer was the best! And that's leading us to point two.

Yes yes yes. My lecturer might sounds a little bit weird at his speaking style but he's actually funny. So, I don't feel bored at all every time he teaches the subject. Now, he is totally different from "this" person. The third and last thing I want to tell you is that I have one annoying lecturer of all time. Guess who?! Not gonna tell you who he is. I'm sure he's gonna kill me if he found out about me writing this bad things on him. But, seriously "lecturer" dude, how could you even become a lecturer?! You can't even say the words correctly. You're about to make stupid student become even more stupid, man! Pals and classmates, I think we can't rely on him anymore. We have to study the subject by ourselves. The thing is, I don't like him. That's for sure..

the end-

Panic! at The Disco & The Young Veins

2009-10-06T21:23:00.004+07:00

Few weeks ago, I was tuning into MTV and saw Panic! at The Disco's new music video called New Perspective. The song is released after the band split up. I absolutely love it since the first time I heard it. Although it's a bit strange seeing the new P!ATD. As we know, Ryan Ross and Jon Walker left the band and started a new band project. And that makes Brendon Urie and Spencer Smith the only member of P!ATD. I have to admit that I'm disappointed, because the early P!ATD was great. I mean, Ryan was all about the looks and Brendon was the voice (though I think he's also cute). This is what Ryan and Jon wrote on P!ATD's website: "Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we've creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve..."

I was wondering what the band will be after they split up. I thought it's not going to be interesting anymore. But when I heard New Perspective, I think they're much better than before. And now Ryan and Jon have also released the first single of their new band The Young Veins, it's called Change.

Comparing these two, I still prefer P!ATD (no offense for The Young Vein's fans). But I like their music better. Maybe Ryan and Jon are trying to make a different kind of music from their previous band. But I'll keep listening to both of the band's next song. Thanks for reading. cheers xD

New Perspective

(The song is used as a soundtrack for Jennifer's Body)

disclaimer: I do not own the video. It belongs to Panic! at The Disco.

Change
(no music video has been released yet. check the song on their MySpace page)

http://www.myspace.com/theyoungveins

follow them on twitter: @brendonuriesays, @TheSpencerSmith, @thisisryanross, @iamjonwalker

The Tough-First Week

2009-09-13T19:13:00.004+07:00

I thought first week is always easy. I remember high school when I became new student, I could just sit back and enjoy my first week of study. But not anymore now. As a new college student I admit that my first week is tougher than ever. There are so many homework to do. I have chores in each courses. Although next week is another holiday, it seems that I can't fully enjoy it because I have to finish these tasks before the due date. *sigh*

I also have another problem, adapting difficulty. You're in a whole new environment now, meeting so many different people. I made some friends in my college but I don't feel that comfortable enough. I don't feel connected with each of them. We have a very little thing in common. Such as interest. Their interest doesn't match mine. I'm an introvert person, I'm able to be friends with anyone but not that close to everyone. I'm a bit picky in friendship. So far, I still haven't meet anyone like my best friends in JHS and SHS. I think they're still the best. I don't have to pretend anything in front of them. And I really miss you guys so much: Gloria, Cella, Maudi, Ika, Dame, Putri, Lidya, Angel, Novi, Lisa, Rachel, Debora, Adhika, Dewi, Ayu, Alina, Kanira, etc >.<

Well, if you would like to know another story of my first-week as a freshman, you can see it here http://apremahirsty.blog.binusian.org. But I'm sorry, it's written in Indonesian. It cannot be globally understandable.

Thanks for reading peeps :)

Massive Earthquake

2009-09-02T19:26:00.002+07:00

I was at home, just sitting on the couch and doing mobile chat with my mom, suddenly I saw the chandelier swinging so hard. My brother was calmly playing with his Transformers toys. He didn't seemed to be curious. And then I looked around again. This time, I'm sure that the walls are moving to the right and left. Then, I stood up. I felt dizzy, the floor was shaking. My brother's still playing peacefully, until then I shouted at him. "Viko! Hey! It's an earthquake going on!". And then he finally put down his toys, and stood up. "Yes, I feel it now!!" (kemana ajaaaa??!)

Okay, so I ran to tell my grandmother who's at the kitchen at that time. "Oma, get out, it's an earthquake". But do you know what was I thinking at that time? "COOL", "DOUBLE COOL!". Yeah, I don't know what's wrong with myself by thinking that earthquake is cool. Well, it's because it's the first time I felt an earthquake so big or I think it was the first time :p There were several or you can say many earthquake that have been happened, but this time is really a big one coming out.

While we "evacuate" ourselves out of the house, guess what I did? I grabbed my mobile phone, and I opened Facebook and twitter. Surprisingly, the news feed were full of people talking about this earthquake. Then I went along and updated my status. hehehe (imagine, in the middle of panic, people still struggling with status-updating) well, well, well...

After 1 or 2 minutes, the shocks stopped. And then we went back into the house. I turned on the television and watched the news. "At local time 2.55am, Indonesia's been hit by a 7.3 Richter earthquake. Java Island for more specific. The earthquake epicenter is located in Tasikmalaya, West Java."

Well, I live in Jakarta and it's not far away from Tasikmalaya. So that was a really big one right?
Almost all of the people in Jakarta evacuated themselves out of their offices and buildings. But you know, some of my friends didn't feel any shocks of earthquake or something. Hee that's weird. I don't know what happen with the people who live near or in Tasikmalaya. But thank godness we're all fine here :)

Yeaaaahhhh!!! \m/

Movie Marathon and Other Things

2009-09-01T03:34:00.008+07:00

G.I. Joe: Rise of The Cobra, The Orphan, and District 9 will be my main topics on this one. Actually I was planning to write the review few days ago, but I didn't. I'll just give you a short commentary on each film.

The first one is G.I Joe. You may know that it's actually a-cartoon-and-comic-based movie. I never watch the cartoon series or even read the comic books, but I have to admit they made a good movie adaptation. I think the plot is even better than Transformers 2! And also supported with its great special-effects. They got some well-known actors in this movie, Channing Tatum (from Step Up), Sienna Miller and they even got Brendan Fraser (as a cameo). But my favorite character of all: Snake Eyes!!

Let's move on to The Orphan. This movie is a success. Success in making me feel creepy and damn scared! They had a "childbirth surgery" as an opening scene! And there was some "bloody-murders" too. I can't stand those things, really. I'm allergic (read: scared) to something related with blood. The movie tagline is "There's something wrong with Esther". OF COURSE! She's gone from weird to freakish and to a psychopath. But it is worth to watch. I think Isabelle Fuhrman, who plays Esther, really did a great job. She plays her role well. Plus, she's actually a very pretty girl, unlike the creepy Esther.

compare this

to THIS!

hiiiihhh :(

The last one is District 9. Simply amazing. Who's the director? Peter Jackson, well, no doubt about it. There's a UFO, totally huge Alien spaceship hovers above the city of Johannesburg for about 20 years. In which time, the government have already set a camp area to place the aliens (known as Prawns), it's called District 9. And then one day, a man named Wikus was infected by some dangerous liquid and became a semi-alien and the transformation's keep on going. The movie tells us how he struggle to survive from becoming an experimental object and from becoming a real alien. How cool is that?! Oh, yeah he befriended Christopher, one of the Prawns, and they were helping each-other. You know what, I cried during the movie, really. But, I think the movie's too short. There are still some unfolded events and it's leaving me so many question. Will there be a sequel or that's just it?? I'm giving it 4 stars :)

Oh well, btw, I haven't watched Hannah Montana, Up, 17 Again, and The Proposal. Can you believe that??? -_____- I think I'll just wait to buy the DVDs.

And I just wanted to tell you that there's something that made me feel disappointed. A grave news came on August 29th, telling that Oasis have split up. It was because of the Gallagher brothers fight. Noel decided to quit the band because he said that he couldn't work with Liam any day longer. I mean, it's been 18 years and then they split up?! Oh, man... But I tell you, Oasis will live on forever, yeah \m/

That's it for now. See y'all sooner or later! xoxo.

New Term! Yay or Nay?

2009-08-31T00:58:00.004+07:00

Hello again, fellas. Happy to read from me again aren't you? Well, I haven't got the chance to update my blog recently because I'm busy. Busy of twittering (???) and hanging out with my friends hahah. Seriously, a week ago I went out with my high school friends and then few days later, I wen't out to berbuka puasa (Idk what's the English translation for that. It's one of the activities for the Moslems in fasting month but non-Moslems are welcome too) with my collegemate and couple days ago I wen't out with my junior high friends, oh well... I'm still in free period or you can say holiday, and next week I'll be starting a new term of college.

There are some reasons why I want to quickly start the new term and why I don't. You see, it's been approximately 3 months since I left high school. So that means in 3 months I hadn't touched any school books. I'm not studying any subjects during this holiday. Yep, I feel like I'm getting stupid. All I did was playing around. That's why I wanna go to college right away. But then you see this.

That's my schedule for the 1st semester. And you can see Psikologi Faal on the top of the list. That's the reason why I don't wanna go to college. It's something about basic psychology and neuroscience. What the hey?! I will be learning this for a whole one semester. *dizzy*

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aarrgghhh!!

Let's just see what will happen on September 8th (new term starts). But before we begin, there will be a new student inauguration ceremony at Jakarta Convention Center on September 6th. We have to wear our "university blazer", in Indonesian they call it "almamater" (you know, sometimes it's suck to translate something that can't be translated into your own language because it will gives you a totally different meaning...). Yeah it's a blazer. Ours is maroon. Each university has it's own blazer or "almamater" in a different colour to tell their identity. I'll show you the picture sometimes later.

Oh, yeah you know what? As the Bina Nusantara college student, we ought to make our own blog at http://blog.binusian.org. And I already make one, so now I have 5 blogs including that one. =.=a Just click on the link. I write in both English and Indonesian.

There's another thing I would like to share. It's about movie marathon I've had in this holiday. Just read the next post okay :) See you. xoxo

Disney's Friends for Change: Send It On

2009-08-14T01:10:00.004+07:00

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10UhioDHu3Q

That is a new music video from Disney featuring Demi Lovato, Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus and Selena Gomez. Embedding is disabled, so put the link.I like the song, that's why I post it. And also the video. They're all fine Disney's rising stars, my favorites. I think that they sound good, except for Selena. Her voice is just okay for me. But she looks great in this video. I love her outfit. Oh, and I think they make very good couples haha :)

Here's the lyrics:

A word is just a word
Until you mean what you say
A Love isn't a love
Til you give it away
We all got to give
Yeah something to give to make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On

Just smile and the world will smile along with you
That small acts of love
Then the one will become two
If we take the chances
To change circumstances
Imagine all that we could do
If we...

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On
Send it on

There's Power in all the choices we make
So I'm starting now not a moment to wait
A word just a word
Until you mean what you say
A love isn't just a love
Until you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make us Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On
Send it on

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be apart
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will help things start
Make us Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On
Shine a Light and Send it On
Shine a Light and Send it On

Sharing Thoughts

2009-08-11T18:00:00.004+07:00

I'm going to confirm this to all of you that I'm now a student of Bina Nusantara University majoring in Psychology. I've finished my orientation week and the college will start on 7th September 2009. But I have a problem actually. Until this very moment, I'm still asking myself "is this the right thing for me?", "will I be able to survive in Psychology?". Well, it's not that I don't like it. But I have another thing that I prefer. I feel that a half of me desiring for something else called Visual Communication Design (VCD) or DKV in Indonesian. I have a huge interest on drawing, picture, design, what else...

I've already disscussed this with my friends and my mom from a very long time. Since before I enter university. My friends supported me on this one but apparently my mom didn't. She said that VCD is unpromising for my future. Is that so?

Everytime I told my friends that I'm in Psychology, one thing that they could only say is this "what the hell are you doing in Psychology? why not taking VCD?" So, I have to give them several explanations. Yep, everything's to make my mom happy, right mom? Okay, I'm doing it!

I can never tell how it's going to be. I asked some of my seniors, and they were telling me that in Psychology you gotta read much books, like very thick books. Oh my God, you know I don't like reading that much. Reading books is NOT one of my interest. So far, the only books that I managed to finish is Harry Potter only (comics not included). Heeeyyy God, help me will You? Help me through all this...

The only thing I can do right now is: DO THE BEST, ALL THAT I CAN TO SURVIVE IN PSYCHOLOGY. MAY I HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE.. :)

Orientation Week

2009-08-05T22:00:00.005+07:00

Today is the 3rd day of orientation week at Bina Nusantara University for the new students of 2009. It will be my college until the next 4 years, unless God makes another plan for me. Well, so far went so good. But I'm kinda having some problems. The campus is far from home plus the crowds, pollution and traffic jam, so I have to leave my house 3 hours before the class begins. Also, this orientation program ends at 5 or 6 pm everyday so then it's taking me another 3 hours to go back home. I feel so exhausted. I haven't got the chance to do other things after I got home. I just eat my dinner, take a shower and then off to bed. But today I took a moment to write down on blog, try to keep things updated. Only for blogspot, actually. I haven't touch my other blog at Live Journal, tumblr and WordPress. How are you blogs? I miss writing on you, but maybe you'll have to wait until this weekend because I'm still busy with this orientation program. It's still 3 days to go.

Oh and there's one thing I would like to share with you. It's my class-yell (it's in Indonesian language). We're students from class BBN20, majoring on Psychology.

verse 1:
BBN 20, emang nomor 1
Kita pasti maju, tunjukkan tekadmu
Anak psikolog, anaknya bermutu
Belajar dan canda tawa selalu

verse 2:
Psikologi di Binus Universitas
Bikin mahasiswa sini jadi cerdas
Masuk ke Psikologi
Kita yakin ngga bakalan bikin rugi
Bersama mentor-mentor yang kocak dan gokil
Kami ada disini dengan full high skill

aaa..siiikknya... uwoooo...
Hari-hari... selama masa-masa orientasi
Ngga ada yang bikin kita menyesali
Slalu ngikutin dengan gaya happy
walaupun capek sekali ye...ye...ye

verse 3:
Asiknya Psikologi!
Bantu orang cari solusi
Ayo datang kesini!
Kita pasti bagi solusi

*verse 4:
Go Psiko go!
Fight Psiko fight!
Win Psiko win!
You gotta go, fight, win!
You gotta go, go, go Psiko go!
Fight, fight, fight, Psiko fight!
Win, win, win, Psiko win!
GO, FIGHT, WIN!

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Okay, right now I feel so sleepy, I gotta go to bed imediately and tomorrow I'll be starting my next orientation program. Always wish me luck, guys. Bye.

*it's an hereditary yell from the students of 2007 and 2008 (or it means "yell turun-temurun")

My Long Vacation

2009-08-02T21:19:00.009+07:00

Hello, everyone.

It's been almost 2 weeks of absence, I miss blogging so much. I was on a vacation that's why. Well, I took a trip to Surabaya and Malang with my grandmother by plane. Just two of us. I was very excited for having a flight, because 'flying' is one of my biggest passion, despite I've been in several flight before but I still love it. I think airplane is the most amazing transportation ever made :)

I left Jakarta in 21st July. But why Surabaya? It was because of my aunt will give birth to her first child. Well now she's already did, congratulations to my aunt Niken and my uncle Oka for having a baby girl. So, I got a new cousin, named Luthien Tinuviel Kapriandi (Viel). It's taken from The Silmarillion novel of JRR Tolkien.

I'm gonna tell you about my Surabaya-Malang vacation but not in details. There are so many things that happened. The bad and the good. In Malang, I'm staying at my other grandmother's house and we were having some exciting trips. Thanks for my other uncle Dimas to have driven us everywhere and for being my tour-guide :) Most of the places that I've visited were restaurants. They took me to Batu, where there was a 'lesehan' restaurants and also we ate jagung bakar, one of the traditional food of Malang. I also went to malls. In Malang, there are only 3 big malls, Plaza Dieng, Malang Town Square (Matos) and Mall Olympic Garden. But I haven't got the chance to go to Matos. But, you know, you can't compare all of them to the malls in Jakarta. Jakarta's much better (yaiyalah!) Oh, I bought a new Converse at Plaza Dieng haha!

I also went to see Universitas Brawijaya in Malang. TWICE! One at day, and one at night. The place is cool. But unfortunately, I didn't make it. I failed the SNMPTN (University Enrollment Test). I didn't get to UNBRA neither UI. grrrr, I was crying all night, thought I've dissapointed many people by failing the test, huuuhhh!!! Once again, I'm sorrryyyyyy to my family to have failed!! Well, there were more places that I went to, but too tired to write right now. The most exciting thing was my trip to Madura through the SURAMADU BRIDGE yeaaaa!! It's like the longest and the most famous new-built bridge of Indonesia. It connects Java and Madura Island. This is my first time 'out of Java Island' hehehe :D I also went to Tunjungan Plaza, the biggest mall in Surabaya. Well nothing so special about it. It's like wherever-you-can-find-in-Jakarta mall.

I ended my trip, today. 2nd August, I went to Juanda airport at midday, for a flight back to Soekarno-Hatta airport. And tomorrow, I will start my college, maybe for ospek or student orientation at Bina Nusantara University, Jakarta. gaaaahhhh, I'm so tired but wish me luck for whatever guys! I can't wait for my next vacation. Where would it be???? Only God knows.

That's a bit of my vacation. I'm going to bed real soon. See you whenever. Ciao!

Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince

2009-07-18T11:55:00.004+07:00

One of the most anticipated movie this year, Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince, released in 16 July in Indonesia. I was so excited since I.. we've been waiting it forever. Well, I bought the ticket two days before the show so that I won't miss it. In my very first thought when I saw the trailers, I was like 'wow, this could be big. and it's probably will be the best of Harry Potter sequels ever made'.

But when I saw the movie myself, I don't think so. If you just see Harry Potter through the films and not reading the novels, this movie is OK. But if you do read, you'll find the novel is much greater. Why did David Yates (and crew) have to remove and change so many scenes from its book? I mean, is JK Rowling satisfied enough of this movie?

This movie is like 2 and a half hour, they could've extend it to 3 if they want. Seriously, we look for something detail, and apparently they cut some part that might affect the next installment.
But the one that makes me happy is that they bring up Quidditch into the movie after the long gone in the previous sequels. The characters also played well by the actors.

On the other hand, there are still some missing ingredients. They don't put the part when Dumbledore came to Privet Drive, to the Dursley Family and explain to Harry that he inherit Sirius Black's treasure and property and also the house-elf, Kreacher. No, they don't even put on Kreacher and Dobby who take important roles in the book. They're the ones that Harry sent to spy on Draco Malfoy.

Another thing is there's no sign of Professor Trelawney. Where is she? She supposed to tell Harry that she made the prophecy. And then Harry found out that Snape's the one who overheard Trelawney and Dumbledore when they spoke about that prophecy and then tell Voldemort about it.

What about Professor Trelawney's vision about the lightning-struck tower?
And Harry does not supposed to drink all of the Felix Felicis to get Slughorn's memory, he should be giving it to his two best friends, Ginny, Neville and Luna in case there's something wrong going on the castle. But wait, there's no fight at all! When the Death Eaters approached Hogwarts, they supposed to be fighting with the Order of The Phoenix. They really remove the 'spice' of the movie. Very lack of action. I want to see the fight.
Where's Hagrid when Harry catch up with Snape? All we know is that his house burned by the Death Eaters.

There's also a rule that mentioned, people cannot Apparate inside the castle ground. But guess what?? Somehow Harry and Dumbledore managed to Apparate in Hogwarts because Dumbledore has some special privileges? Oh, come on! They supposed to Apparate at Hogsmeade.
Where's Hog's Head bar? It certainly takes an important role for the Deathly Hallows.

About the romance on this movie, oh man, they should've minimized it. Ron-Lavender, it doesn't have to be elongated. Tonks and Lupin, somehow their relationship has pass on?

When the movie nearly reaches the end, I suppose we're going to see Dumbledore's funeral. But then, NO. There's no funeral??? What the heck?! Don't you think that the 'greatest wizard of all time', 'the very kind, brave, smart and wise headmaster' deserve a funeral?

Besides that, they add a scene that's not even mentioned in the novel. When the Death Eaters attack The Burrow at Christmas. Suddenly they come, Bellatrix burned Weasley's house, accompanied by Fenrir Greyback. I think that it should NOT be in the movie AT ALL. The Death Eaters supposed to attack The Burrow in the 7th Harry Potter, when Billy and Fleur hold their wedding. Speaking of it, they don't show us Billy and Fleur. They don't tell us how Billy get bitten by Greyback.

I expected more from the movie. They succeeded the major plot but still they made mistakes and missing the details. But seriously, I would like to watch it again for the 2nd time. I think this movie's still keeping me attracted to it. Do you know why? Well, I don't. -____-
I wonder how will they do the 7th movie. I hope it will be far greater and much better.

That's it for the review. Mischief Managed! Nox!

Quick Update: Bombings

2009-07-17T18:06:00.004+07:00

Yea well, at this very moment, people around the world must've known that there was several bombings in Indonesia, today morning. It took places on JW Marriott Hotel and The Ritz Carlton Hotel at Kuningan, Jakarta. As the news had reported that the bombings took most of people injured and even some of them died. And of course I send my deepest sympathy and condolences to all the victims and their family. It's been a terrible loss.

As you know, this is not the first time that Indonesia's been hit by explosions. People are very well aware of this country because of its terrors, such as bombing in Bali, Australian Embassy, and several hotels (including this one). But I mean, what's this all about man? Some say that it's a suicide bombings. If you really wanted to die that much, why don't you go on yourself then? There's no need in taking innocent people's lives with you.

I'm not sure what's motivating them to do such a crime. We don't even know who's the mastermind of this terrorism plan. Could it be a sign of dissatisfaction of the result of the election that just been held? Idk. Or maybe they were targeting Westerners again? As what they did on the previous tragedies?

Just so you know, this day, one of the famous football club of England, Manchester United is supposed to be here, for tomorrow's match against the National Football Team of Indonesia.
But considering this mess, they canceled it. What a pity! What would government do?

Yes! This tragedy surely gives a great impact on everything "Indonesia". This topic was at the top of trending topics on Twitter few hours ago. It beaten out Harry Potter :p
Well speaking of Harry Potter, I've watched it and will soon write the review on my upcoming post, okay...

If you want to keep updated with this bombing things, stay tuned on your beloved news channel. Bye!

Try To Catch Things Up

2009-07-11T01:59:00.006+07:00

It is 2 a.m in the morning here and I decided to write something for the new post. So, what exactly makes me wanted to go blogging in this too-early morning? It's just because I want to keep you updated about what I've been doing recently and what I've found out.

Let's see umm, few hours ago, it counts as yesterday, I was google-ing somethings about Harry Potter and yes, indeed I found so many things. This euphoria of Harry Potter is undeniable, knowing that the 6th movie will be very soon released in here. I got too excited about this.
I then found some interesting extra clips from the movie itself at http://rottentomatoes.com just click it and check out more scenes. Actually I was intended to re-read the 6th novel before the movie comes out, you know, to refresh my mind. The last time I read it was approximately 2 years ago, many things that I forgot already. Plus, the novel wasn't mine. It was my friend's, I borrowed it and took 2 weeks to finished it. I haven't got any chance to buy the novel, because it's pricey, sometimes I think I should use the money for something else more important. Yeah, it's disappointing, really, I'm often lack of money, jeez. So, I decided to try an online book. I found it, they have the electronic edition of the novel, so then I downloaded it. The full version. I know, I know... what I'm doing is kinda illegal. Well, but now I'm enjoying reading it. Still on chapter 3, I'll increase my reading-speed!

Then I took the time to pause, I went online (until now) to keep my status updated and search for something on the net. You know, although I probably have mentioned it on my previous post about Megan Fox's sexuality matter, I'm still confused about it. I search the whole internet to, once again, find out the truth. http://weeklyworldnews.com that is the website that stated that Megan is a man. I read the whole article, which seemed to be very convincing for me at that time. It was last month isn't it? And now I just found out from wikipedia, that the website I mentioned above is practically a parody web. OMG! So, then it means that no news are trustable and it's not even true. They're just making it up, to joke the people. Well, congratulations, you made it! You actually fooled a people like me, or maybe like the half people in the world. Great!

It means that Megan Fox is not a man, right? Well, don't ask me. I don't wanna make a stupid assumption. So, instead of finding out what she really was, I think I'd better be considering of what she is now. I take back my words that told you Megan Fox is a man. I was totally screwed by a misinformation web.

Skip that and move on, we got Michael Jackson. His death was a tragic news for almost the entire world. What I don't like is that his death were causing too many speculations from a lot of people. I rarely watch the local infotainment news, but few days ago I stumbled upon it and it was talking about this King of Pop sensation. They were interviewing some people who acknowledge themselves as "a big MJ fan", but then I think that they're making it up. At the end of the interview they were asked to sing one of MJ's song, and guess what? all of 'em chose the exact same song "Heal the World" hahah, couldn't you pick a different song? How in the world would I understand them as a big fan while they only know one song?

That's not all of it, yet. I saw one local TV channel. After they broadcasted MJ's public memorial that held on Staples Center, there was a show, with a guest star named Imaniar (if I'm not mistaken). She's a singer, I think she's from 80's or 90's era, but I'm unfamiliar with local entertainer, let's say I've never heard of her. She was interviewed about her thoughts of Michael Jackson, and then bla bla bla she answered (she speaks Indonesian, I'm just translating it). But there's a moment when she stated "I don't believe that MJ is dead. I really don't. Until I see the body myself". OMG, what a knucklehead! And also this "Michael and I, we have so many things in common. His childhood was never been a pleasure and so was mine". "He's been a very influencing person in my life. The way I performed on stage was similar to what Jackson did. We have the same style, same way of works. Our type of song is very identical". She talked much about it. And the my first respond to it was "CRAP!!!" Lady, did you just tell the audience about how similar you and MJ are?? You ruined my whole day by saying those shits. I can't believe it. Then she goes again "I don't mean to compare myself to him.... " bla bla bla, but you just did, lady! In fact, I don't like that kind of people. Trying so hard to be acknowledged by acting like you know ALL about him, which is you don't. I really get it if she's a big fan of MJ, but don't push it honey. ckckckck -,-

Still, his death become a mystery to us. Rumors by rumors are spreading about everything. I just read somethings in Yahoo news. His burial remains a secret, no one knows exactly when, where and how will he be buried or maybe cremated. And I also found some videos on YouTube about the sightings of MJ's ghost inside the Neverland Ranch. It was shown at the CNN's Larry King program. In my opinion, it maybe a ghost or maybe not. Whatever it is, I can't find out whether it's MJ or not. I mean, there's only a shadow. I don't see any details, it could be him or anybody else's ghost sneaking up the house. Only God knows.

Oh, yeah by the way, 3 days ago was the election day in Indonesia. But I didn't participate. It was because I'm at my grandmother's house and the vote has to be done in each people's residence area. So I wasn't able to do it. Whoever wins, just make sure that you do the right things, prove what you've said and your promises on the whole campaign to make this a better country. Tough works are ahead!

Okay, it's 3.30 in the morning. I wanted to continue my reading on Harry Potter 6 but I think I should be in bed by now. I may do it tomorrow instead. I'm starting to feel hungry and sleepy as well. So that's all for this post. Thanks for reading. Bye-bye!

Live long and prosper.

Transformers 2. Let's See How Things Were!

2009-07-08T13:09:00.004+07:00

Yesterday at 6 pm, I went to Pondok Indah Mall to see Transformers 2. But unfortunately the tickets were run out. What's left is just for the 10 pm show. No other option, so I bought it.

Well, it was a rough night for me. You see, the theater sucks, when the movie played, I heard some weird music playing instead of the sound of the movie. It keeps going on for minutes, so I couldn't hear the prologue! And then a guy beside me, he won't stop mumbling, commenting what's on the screen. I don't like people talking while the movie played. So, disturbing!

Okay now we're talking about the movie. You see, the movie itself reaches the highest box office earning within 2 weeks. But when I saw some movie reviews, they said that it was totally bad. Most of the people I know here, saying that Transformers 2 is SO COOL. But then the others are saying WTF?!

I don't mean the whole movie is bad. If you look at the special effects then it is cool. Totally great. So is the robots battle. But the story is odd. It's lame. Too many unimportant scenes on the movie and there are some unimportant characters as well. They gave too many dialogues on the humans instead of the robots.

Here's some mistakes that I could mention; You know Arcee Twins, right? The 3 identically same female robots transformed into motorcycles. Well, in the original series, Arcee supposed to transformed into a car, not a motorbike. And as far as I know she doesn't have any twins.
And Bumblebee, I thought his sound system already recovered in the first movie, and he's able to speak normally. But now?

There's also Skids and Mudflap, the noisy twins, transformed into a, what? Ice cream truck? and after that Chevrolet Beat and Chevrolet Trax? which I think it's not important. All they can do is fighting among themselves. Mocking each other. They're no use in this movie. From the very beginning at this movie when they appeared, I don't exactly know what they're there for! And there's Alice, some college bitch, useless. A Decepticon transformed into a human mode?? another WTF?! And then Leo, Sam's roommate. I don't think he should be in the movie. He done nothing but stalking Sam everywhere -,- There are also too many dialogues on Sam's Parents.

The moment when Sam died in the middle of the war, and then he met the early Primes within his unconsciousness, it was very weird. Devastator, one huge Decepticon, which is a combination of Constructicons, with the abstract shape. They just suddenly appeared, coming from nowhere, all I know is they're already in Egypt at that time, in a separated mode. How come?
About the NEST thing, the special team of Autobots and military, I don't quite like it. They don't seem like Autobots for me, the humans over controlled them...

There are still many things that I have discussed with my uncle, but I think it'll be too long to write. The point is, in Indonesian, aneh, berlebihan, alur cerita lambat, banyak adegan dan tokoh ngga penting, dan maksa. Maybe soon my uncle will post the detail review in his blog (maybe). Just check it out.

But I do have my favorite moments, like, when they bring up Jetfire. I like that robot, he's a Decepticon who turns to a good side. Too bad he ended up died. Bumblebee... I can't hate Bumblebee. I love this robot, my favorite :) I also like the battle scenes, but the other Autobots like Ironhide and Ratchet do not take much role. They focusing too much on the humans and the Decepticons.

My friends said, the movie is average. It doesn't seem like a "wow". All I can say is, the first Transformers movie is way better than this. Michael Bay failed this movie, but still got a numerous income, hmmm... I hope they take Transformers 3 seriously and better than the 2nd one.

Here's few screencaps

Fanboys

2009-07-02T20:03:00.005+07:00

Have you guys heard of Fanboys movie? Or have you guys watched it? I took the chance to watch it online yesterday, you know, since my DVD player's broken. Well, Fanboys is a comedic movie. It's about die-hard Star Wars fans who's trying to get themselves a rough-cut of Star Wars I: The Phantom Menace.

It's so funny, I recommend you to watch it if you need some refreshments. An exception for a non-fan, because maybe it will be hard to understand, since they use so many Star Wars terms and you'll have to get a Star Wars encyclopedia, maybe. But if you wish to see it, no problem, go ahead.

So, a bunch of Star Wars fans; Windows, Hutch, Linus, Zoe are about to steal the print of Star Wars I. Since the absence of George Lucas, making Star Wars in 15 years, those boys can't get enough patient. Comes the announcement that Star Wars I will be released in the next 6 months. But Linus apparently has a cancer, and the doctor said that he can only survive for another 3 or 4 months. So, Eric, one of their best friends (he used to be a Star Wars fan but now working as a car salesman), decided to help them sneak on the Skywalker ranch and steal the rough-cut of Star Wars I.

Through their journey, they encounter many people. The most interesting part is when they meet the Trekkers (Star Trek fans) at Iowa. They ended up fighting because one of the Trekkers called Han Solo, a bitch. LOL! Please, this is so geek!

There are also few actors appear on this movie, which is well known among Star Trek-Wars fans; Carrie Fisher (who played Leia on Star Wars early trilogy), Billy Dee Williams (as Lando Calrissian on Star Wars) and William Shatner (known as Captain Jim Kirk on the original series of Star Trek).

What I like on this movie is that they can truly show their loyalty on Star Wars. They got costumes, they passed all trivia, they had a full collection of Star Wars. You gotta see their van, it's decorated with Star Wars thingy. Even they got R2-D2's head on the top of their van. It's cool!

There are so many more things you can see in this movie. Enjoy yourself!

main cast: Sam Huntington, Chris Marquette, Dan Fogler, Jay Baruchel, Kristen Bell, Seth Rogen.

Crush on Zachary Quinto

2009-06-28T01:13:00.006+07:00

You may have got bored of this. Yeah, I bet you are. Because lately, I never stop talking about this Star Trek thingy, Spock and Zachary Quinto. Even I talk about them on my status updates, put that Spock pictures on my PC and phone wallpaper. Some of my friends are very tired of hearing all this. But sorry, I didn't mean to annoy you or anything, it's just how I become if I'm addicted to something or someone.

Well, I like to share you some informations. If you aren't very much familiar with this guy, Zachary John Quinto, you can see him on several television series. But most of all, his major role is as Sylar on NBC's hit television series "Heroes". Until he appears on a big screen, a huge franchise directed by J.J. Abrams, "Star Trek". He plays Mr. Spock.

He's not an American. He's half-Irish and half-Italian, but he was born and grew up in America, Pittsburg for more specific. He just turned 32 this 2nd June.

So, I was YouTube-ing him. I browsed for some interview clips. And then I saw a video of him doing a Star Trek press confrence in Mexico with J.J. Abrams and Zoe Saldana. Apparently that conference was held one day after his birthday. So the audience were like singing "happy birthday" to him. In Spanish of course. I also found another videos, he and Chris Pine (his co-star) interviewed by some reporters. These guys know how to joke, I laughed at them. I love the way he talks. No, I love everything on him.

But actually, rather than Zachary Quinto, I like Spock. So, I never really into this guy at first, I didn't stalk him like this. But ever since I saw Star Trek and there he plays Spock amazingly charming and intelligent, I suddenly fell for him. Everytime I show my friends his picture, they'll just started to yell at me and keep saying how weird he is. But hey, that's how an alien supposed to be. And I love this alien! If you think I'm crazy, don't worry, because I'm not. I realized that Spock is never real, just an imaginary guy from a fiction movie. So, I decided to go for Zachary Quinto, the real human being. But if Spock does exist and then you ask me which one I choose, I'll still pick Spock :) confusing is it???

Right now, I'm really hoping that he'll start dating Zoe Saldana , his Star Trek co-star. I think she's pretty and she's a perfect match for Zach. It's also because of their role as Spock and Uhura at the movie. They build a strong chemistry and having such a lovely relationship. Why not bring Spock and Uhura to life?? hahahaha I love to see them together.

The problem is, after I stalk him on YouTube, I found a very unpleasuring statement, saying that HE'S A GAY. I was like "What the fuck?!"

I don't really care about gay, lesbian, bisexual, or anything. I mean, for example when I know Adam Lambert is a gay, I don't give a shit. Or maybe anyone out there, do as you please. But, if it comes to people that I like, of course that matters! I adore Zachary Quinto as a real man and a normal, straight guy. Suddenly this comes, really makes me feel disappointed.

First, I found a news about Megan Fox, the actress that I really like, whom I think is such a beautiful and sexy person, telling me that she's a man. I thought It was just a rumor. But then a website stated that Megan herself has confirm that it's true. She was born as a man, and then transgendered herself at 16. I was very very shocked. But let's face it! She's a woman now, technically. I'm still a big fan of her, no matter what.

And now, seems that it can't get enough, comes this "Zachary gay" thing. My life is totally over, isn't it?! What's keeping me alive right now is that I found out this is still a SPECULATION of people, a rumor. Probably he is, and probably he's not. I hope that he's not! But he hasn't say anything about this. He keeps his sexuality matter a secret. They say that there's no confirmation yet about whether he's gay, or straight, or who's he dating with.

Well, I guess that's it for today. Um, thanks for reading. Feel free to comment. And I'll be very happy if you can tell me who's he dating right now

note: I HAVE FAITH! I DON'T BELIEVE THAT HE'S GAY!! -the end-

Am I Alien Enough?

2009-06-24T23:58:00.005+07:00

Me, wasting my time here since I got nothing else to do. Photo booth-ing. Very fun. I also recorded some videos which are very weird and kinda embarrassing. Me and my cousins are in it. But I'm not gonna upload it here or anywhere. So just look at the photos.

(sharp-chin, big-eyes alien)

(square-face alien)

Maybe that's how exactly I'm going to look like, if I were born to be an alien. Hahaha. I wonder what it's like to be an alien. (This is the impact of watching to much sci-fi thing. But I love it!)

And I just wanted to remind you something, Transformers 2 is now on theatre starting from 24th June. I haven't watch it yet, but be patient, if I already watch it, I'll post the review as soon as possible.

Another last words from me: "Live Long and Prosper"

Days So Far

2009-06-23T21:23:00.004+07:00

Sorry, for you who miss my writings. I got a little trouble recently but no matter because now I'm able to post again.

Last Friday was the day for us (12th grader of 42 SHS) to fill out the form of SNMPTN (Public Universities Enrollment Test) and see the result of our Final Examination. Thank goodness we all graduate! Although for me, the scores are not that satisfying. But I'm glad enough to have passed. We also get our yearbook, you can check it out a bit at Kanira's blog.

After that, my friends and I decided to go for lunch at Pizza Hut, Kalimalang. We took some photos as soon as we finished our Pizza, using Lidya's camera. But unfortunately, a tragedy occurred. Angel accidentally broke Lidya's camera. Actually not the whole camera, but the lens. We contacted everyone we know and ask for help, they said it has to be taken to the Canon Service Center at Pasar Baru.

@ PIZZA HUT

(L) (novi, angel, rachel, lidya, me, debora)

(holding yearbook)

(the last photo before the broken-camera tragedy. quite funny, I cover Lisa's face with the book hahaha)

WHAT?! Pasar Baru was like so far. But there's no other way. We all felt responsible although Angel was the one who broke it. We took a public transport, Mikrolet and continued by Trans Jakarta Busway. While we were on Mikrolet, something stupid happened to me. We supposed to stop at Cililitan, but suddenly my friends said "Kiri" to the driver (which means stop), and so the driver stopped. It was at Cawang. I'm a bit confused, but with all of my confidence I exit the Mikrolet and walk away. I turned around to see if my friends were walking behind me, but guess what, they sat in the Mikrolet while staring at me. My heart was beating fast and I rushed back to the Mikrolet. And then my friend said to me "OKAY! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? WHY DID YOU GET OUT THERE?" and they laughed out loud. I went "WELL, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! WHY DON'T YOU GET OUT? YOU'VE SAID KIRI, RIGHT?". Then Angel explained to me "We said Kiri because we're trying to help that old man. He's the one who's getting out. Not us! He said Kiri, but the driver didn't hear him. So we yelled at the driver. I didn't expect you to get down. hahahah you're hilarious! you should see your face back there" And then, they continued laughing at me. Well, I just embarrassed myself to people errrggghhh!..

Okay move on! After a long road with traffic jam, we made it to Pasar Baru. But you couldn't imagine how crowded it was. There are some festival or something. We were stuck at the entrance but we got through. Then we quickly took the camera to be fixed. And by half an hour, they managed to fix it. I can see Lidya's face were going back to normal after that sad look hahah. We got a chance to shoot some photos too. And then we went home. It was very exhausting and it makes me out of money (until now). But it was quite fun as well.

@PASAR BARU

(me, lisa, rachel, lidya, angel, debora)

(last photo! me saying "Live Long and Prosper" while waving my hand with Spock's style hahahah)

Now, I'm at my grandparents' house. Actually I've been here for three days. But in that days, I felt sooooo bored, because I've got no money (so I can't go to see movies at theatre or buy things I want), the TV's broken, DVD player is out of order, lame internet connection, no laptop (my uncle brought it with him). Duuuuuh!! All I could do was sleeping or eating. I keep updating my status through phone, but it's non-pleasuring at all. But few hours ago, I called my uncle and guess what he said "I left my MacBook Pro under the desk. I only brought the iBook for work reason. So you can use it. And if you want to watch DVDs, you can go to the studio." HORAAAAYYYYYY!! He totally save my day. Now I'll be able to use high-speed internet connection and watch the DVDs. Once again, thank you my uncle!!

But actually, my uncle made a mistake too. He left Domino's Pizza catalogue on the table, which makes me staring at it every night. I want it but I got no money for it. Oh man, that's tempting!

And for your last information, Transformers 2 will be released tomorrow. Which also means that I won't be able to watch it cuz I run out of money. I have to wait until my mom get her salary for this month, or wait til my uncle get home.. See you, bye!

Star Trek

2009-06-16T23:38:00.009+07:00

Wooohoooo yeah yeah yeah. I saw Star Trek today, finally! The one that I've been waiting for! It's kinda late actually, because in Indonesia, the movie itself just released in 9th June :(
So, have any of you seen it yet? If you like to share or discuss, I'll be happy and very available on comment box :)

Okay, this is just a little sneak peek of the movie. It's actually about the beginning of Kirk (Chris Pine) and Spock's (Zachary Quinto) journey with the Enterprise.
At the first part of the film, you'll see USS Kelvin, a federation starship led by Captain Robau. And then suddenly they were attacked by an unknown vessel which is later known to be the Romulans' ship, Narada, under the charge of Captain Nero (Eric Bana). (This ship came from the future, through a black hole). Robau was asked to come to their ship in order to negotiate ceasefire. After he did, Nero asked him whether he knows the location of Ambassador Spock. But he didn't even know who's Spock is. And then Nero realized that he had turn to the past, and because of that Nero killed Robau. And then he continued attacking the Enterprise. Now the fate of Kelvin was on the hand of George Kirk, who's been pointed to be a substitute captain by Robau. Will they managed to survive? hehe, find out yourself!

Well, let's move on to 25 years later. James T. Kirk, the son of George Kirk, who's now living in Iowa, was asked by Captain Pike to enlist in Starfleet. And so he did. After that he took a simulation test of commanding a starship in a battle. It's called Kobayashi Maru Test. He managed to succes with his wild strategy, but Spock accused him to be cheating. (Spock is a Human-Vulcan hybrid, who's known as the best graduate student at Starfleet Academy. He's later become USS Enterprise commander). And so, Kirk was taken to an inquiry. But in the middle of the hearing, the Federation received an emergency call from Vulcan Planet, asking for help.

Then all of the cadets were placed to the starships based on their aptitude. And the best cadets were assigned to the USS Enterprise (it's brand new ship! and it looks cool! hihi). There was a woman cadet named Uhura (Zoe-Saldana), she was actually assigned to USS Farragut, but she complaint directly to Spock and told him that she should be in Enterprise because of her great capability. Well, Spock just couldn't say no. After all, Spock and Uhura liked each other. They did have an affair going on >.<

Another problem, Kirk's name was not on any of the list. He didn't belong to any starship. But luckily, his friend McCoy (Karl Urban), helped him so he could get into Enterprise by injecting a vaccine to make him sick. And McCoy took him to the medical ground of Enterprise. All had aboard and the vessels went warp. Well, one of the pilot, Chekov (Anton Yelchin), inform the crew about their mission on Vulcan. He detected a lightning storm occured above the atmosphere. Kirk heard that, and he rushed to the command room and told Captain Pike that the 'lightning storm' was actually a sign of Romulans' attack.

What is Nero's motivation for destroying the federation and Vulcan? What is his next target? Why did he look for Spock? Will Kirk and Spock be able to survive, destroy Nero and save the planets? YOU GOTTA SEE IT YOURSELF, as I said earlier.

On my review, this film is a highly-recommended. J.J. Abrams really improves his works through this. The film itself, had reached the box-office in US. I feel the intense, the thrill, the action, and so the funny and sad part. it's a WOW! I'll be very eager to watch it the second time, or third, or as many as I want to :)

The Enterprise is, hmm fascinating, like I said, it's brand new! And the character, two thumbs up! What I like about Kirk is that he dare to take a risk, although he didn't care about the rules or anything. And he could finally get along with Spock, and be friends. What I like about Spock? EVERYTHING! :) I might have post some photos of him on my previous post. (CLICK HERE) But I never get bored staring at him for hours! And because of my addict, I started to call myself Mrs. Spock hahaha. Another good thing is that Leonard Nimoy (who played Spock on previous series of Star Trek) also appeared in here as Spock Prime (he came from the future). It gives us some sort of connection between this and the original Star Trek series.

That's it. I'm sorry if I spoil too much or too less.. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy the movie. Ciao!

Drag Me to Hell

2009-06-15T01:06:00.005+07:00

"No, no. I don't want to be dragged to hell, thanks."

(Who ask you moron?! It's a title, not a question!)
"oh, okay. sorry. my bad"

Yesterday, I went to see this movie. Many people said that this is very thrilling and scary. Yeah, that's what a horror movie should be, right? So I decided yo experience the fear myself. Well, not by myself actually, along with my friend too, Jein.

For those who haven't watch it, I don't mean to spoil anything. Just telling you a bit of the storyline.
So, there was Christine Brown who worked as a loan officer. She dreamed about the Assistant Manager position, so she worked everything at her best to improve herself to the Manager. But then there was an old lady, which is very creepy and I don't know what, mmm filthy, I guess, asking for another extension of her house credit to Christine. She cursed her to a very powerful devil, Lamia, because she couldn't get another extension even when she begged to her. Believe me, when I say creepy, it really was! And then she tried every way; go to a fortune teller and medium, animal sacrificing, just to get the rid of this Lamia thing.

Is scares the crap out of me. I'm not suggesting it for the faint-hearted, I'm sure you don't want to collapse in front of many people hehe. I can't even imagine how my face looked like when the movie played. I kinda cover it with both of my hands, totally screwed! And we were like screaming loud. OMG, I can't believe I'm that chicken...

Well, enough with the scary part.
Most of every movie must have had a cute guy, doesn't it? And yeah, I found it, girls! JUSTIN LONG! He played perfectly for the role. Such a nice guy, care and loving person. I really wish I can find a guy like him awww >.< I'm sure you're already familiar with this guy. He starred in Die Hard 4 with Bruce Willis. And you might know him as "Mac" on the Apple commercial. And one of his upcoming movie is Planet 51. An animated film, which is, I've seen the trailer and I think I'm gonna see that. Quite funny :)

For boys, I'm telling you, Alison Lohman is cute too. She wears pumps and a long coat, I really like that stuffs. Unless you'd rather choose Mrs. Ganush, that shitty freak, fugly creep old woman hahahaha!

For next going-to-see movie, I pick 17 Again, Star Trek and Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen for this month. Mission is not accomplished yet. Okay, see ya on the next post..

note: sorry for not posting that granny's photo. even when I google it, her face shocked me to the death. if I posted it, I'm afraid that I'll never ever open up my blog again, sorry. just wanna say f**k you Ganush! damn!

Gaspard is My Future?!

2009-06-12T00:40:00.003+07:00



		I will marry Gaspard Ulliel.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Los Angeles in our fabulous House.
		We will have 1 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Ford.
		I will spend my days as a Actress, and live happily ever after.

OMG! I'm sooo lucky and happy if this DREAM REALLY COMES TRUE!!!
be with Gaspard and become an actress. WOW!!!!!!
.....

If only he's NOT with this girl right now!!

s**t!